someone told me that they saw me walking and i looked...
disturbed.
on the other side of the experience, i have to laugh.
'cause disturbed is an understatement.
been feeling more like this:
LOL!
i Love babies. all flavors. but there is something 'bout a little chocolate drop that gets me...
every time.
freely i confess to baby behavior when in the midst of a test.
grateful eternally, for His Grace and the Truth of His Word; which He freely shares with those of US who seek His Face.
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UNIVERSAL LAW:
Enoch 91.19- And now listen, my children, walk in the paths of righteousness and do not walk in the paths of wrongdoing, for all those who walk in the path of iniquity will be destroyed forever.
Enoch 93.11- For is there any man who can hear the voice of the Set Apart One and not be disturbed?...
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it is wise to listen when devils speak. they know the Truth and have to confess it. they are just wicked so they twist it a bit...
defeated devils grow me.
not Lot wife action. that clarification is for the super Christians that just can't wait to attach all their judgment/notions 'bout other folk they don't even know. will do this quicker than they will toss up a prayer.
i suppose folk may glean that i feel some type of way 'bout it? that's ok. i have the green light from Yah to get things off my chest...
that i might move forward Powerfully. and since it makes me laugh more than anything else at this point, it is all Good.
on some level i Believe he rewards US when we act in Obedience. many Yah mandated quiet days i wanted to verbally persecute a Christian or two, then verbally burn their house down. but He checked me in the spirit. after all the chastening as of late, i yielded to Him long enough to hear Him and obey. honestly, it has been difficult to release some of my Catholic school ways + the notion that i AM Yah. believe it or not i used to go 'round telling folk that with a straight face.
lol!
+ :(
just determined to break hell wide open.
yep.
with my last breath, i will praise His Name.
it is wild really when one considers what is written. the image below is a little project blue beamish (please google if unfamiliar) yet beautiful.
in a lot of ways it symbolizes how souls have to rise above all the inverted/perverted chaos to reach higher spiritual levels. it is no small feat to walk by Faith while waiting on Yah Almighty...
simultaneously.
ever had Him sit you down and speak to you through His Word?
that's what happened to me when i read the following:
UNIVERSAL LAW: KJV Yesha Yahu/Isaiah 30:15-18
15 For thus saith the Sovereign Almighty, the Set Apart One of Yisrael; In returning and rest shall ye be saved; in quietness and in confidence shall be your strength: and ye would not.
16 But ye said, No; for we will flee upon horses; therefore shall ye flee: and , We will ride upon the swift; therefore shall they that pursue you be swift.
17 One thousand shall flee at the rebuke of one; at the rebuke of five shall ye flee: till ye be left as a beacon upon the top of a mountain, and as an ensign on an hill.
18 And therefore will the Sovereign wait, that he may be gracious unto you, and therefore will he be exalted, that he may have mercy upon you: for the Sovereign is an Almighty of judgment: blessed are all they that wait for him. ______________________________
when i say, look back, it is more along the lines of history holding clues of what to do re: what faces you. those that don't learn from history...
repeat it.
the Bible/Scriptures = a history book that gives insight as to what lies ahead as well.
when i look back at the times that He had me write in order to minimize the pacing, He led me to the link below. with the blessed nugget of Understanding that we don't save ourselves. we turn to Him/His Word. line our behavior up with Him/His Word and lift our voices to Him. He does the rest.
though i should say, i had been blogging a bit prior. then moved from one site, that has long since been forgotten to blogger. all the same, looking back helps me to see how far He/His Word has brought me. this encourages my Spirit/heart-which He sits on the throne of- as i press on towards the mark.
super Christians with no clue, confess long + hard that it is because i am a great sinner + need to change.
which is true.
i am a sinner saved by grace, ALL day. as are we all...
however, when one speaks as i do...
there are demons dispatched to destroy if they can't silence/ intimidate you.
read last night that i lack Faith.
um...
no.
IF that were the case, i would sit over here and be Real quiet + scared...like most everybody else. bold only when i can be Anon, which i will protect with all my might. no one tricked me into revealing my identity. Yah Almighty told me to do it, after He told me that i would have to go through it. our walks will look like Messiah's. that's what's written...
that's what it is.
meanwhile folk threaten to cancel your money if you don't agree that every abominable thing is the new Good. in this inverted/perverted hot mess slated for judgment and His Wrath. end time signs lining up...
but folk are distracted.
those that seek to enslave US will make your life Real hard, if you are determined to be free. not sure if folk listened when Dorner and others spoke on it before they snapped and were suicided/assassinated.
those that criticize me the hardest, could never be me, so they may miss me with their little 'ole opinions. which in no way holds me in a prison. it is not lady-like... at.all... to tell ya'll pure uncut precisely where i stand on the subject. so i will leave it at that:)
for those that have shown me Love...
thank you.
whoever sent the quote below... i Love you.
you + His Word helped to better put things into perspective and prioritize my day/time.
"the mark of a great man is one who knows when to set aside the important things in order to accomplish the vital ones." -Brandon Sanderson
so...
despite needing to focus on business more than anyone will ever know-He told me to write. have a Good time + fun. just a little daughter- don't take it too far. i am prayerful that i don't cross too many imaginary lines...
though folk should know:
the line in my life is where i put it. Sovereign being = me;)
i was never programmed to stay within other folks' lines. thank you Momma. r.i.p. have steadfastly resisted all efforts to program such slave damned things in my mind.
since i serve Him/His Word, not mammon, here we go:
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UNIVERSAL LAW:
KJV Matthew 6:24-25
24 No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve Almighty and mammon.
25 Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat, and the body than raiment?
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that's in red with Messiah speaking.
i work hard with a passion for folk. give assistance when it is in my hand to do so. that's what's written, too. no one should have to beg for help when His People have it + see that they need it. this season has been a Blessing all the same. though folk did not intend for it to be.
for the souls that need it: don't get things twisted, please. poverty has nothing to do with His People. nor is it in our nature nor history to be poor. furthermore, those of US that teach/feed his sheep are worthy of our keep.
there is more on a spiritual level at play/stake.
when folk tell me that freedom is not free...
i wish in no uncertain terms to invite them to get the hell away from me.
lol.
like don't you see.me paying mightily for mine?
come what may, i count it all joy. when He told me to Stand and Speak, He had already shown me what i would face. so while folk try to press + stress me- know that He showed me and i decided to step up anyway. He built me for this...
that He might get the Glory.
it is my prayer that all souls will act like they know + get.some...as we head on into...
started writing this back on August 24th, as the second part to there will be no sign.
sat on it for a minute, 'cause the super Christians got such standards/judgment that i experience great guilt...
as i fall short of the Law.
daily.
rarely do Christians keep it Real and discuss such struggles in this journey. rarely. so when it happens, i feel so thankful that it is not just me, struggling in my flesh suit...mightily.
i have taken to looking for the bright Lights and tuning out the rest. + will block folk in a minute if they insist on acting like they don't get it. though there is one trapped soul that i just Love no matter what. it is weird. i guess it is 'cause i know what i know. that's just how it all goes... while i think long and hard before i act, so that i bring no more shame to His Name.
heathens don't bother me as much. i guess i Understand 'em better. they don't give two solid Good ducks + are not even trying to pretend they do.
lol.
i AM like my Father and seek those that don't know the Good News to bring it to. the religious folk, that judge me ignorantly + relentlessly, bother me more than straight up enemies do.
so...
had a talk with Yah.
the same Yah that knows when others see tears and other stuff that they rush to judge + label- there is Wrath on the inside that wants to come out and regulate.
hard.
He knows that in my mind, even if folk can't see nor hear it on the outside...
i have cussed + knocked bold devils OUT.
sometimes on sight.
before they even demonstrate- on the Strength i sensed it alone- that they don't know how to act Right.
;(
that ain't Right, meek, nor permissible.
this Right here just below, causes me guilt..
'cause if it is true for adultery, it is true for mental assault+ murder, too.
;(
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UNIVERSAL LAW: KJV Matthew 6:28
28 But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart. ________________________________
many many many have been murdered in my mind+ heart...then i repented and asked forgiveness:)
thought i would flow through today and get a few things off my chest. been stifling much these days as i seek His Face + Voice in the midst of all the distractions/noise.
He gave me the greenlight to speak + to have a little fun, so here i AM.
i can only do me. + plan to do just that with no apology...
nor asking permission.
told folk that from jump and meant every syllable. now i hope i don't take it too far. 'cause He said have fun...but just a little. lol.
i Love DMX 'cause if i could + be lady like + all Right with Yah...
i would probably regularly speak as he does, too.
defeated devils coming for humanity, all colors, get me heated.
when i pay attention to what they do to the babies..
i would speak with DMX bass. as i flow through with hollow point -His Word bullets, double gat strapped. His Word/my Spiritual Sword, samurai style strapped on my back. spiritually blasting + hacking defeated devil, baby raping + baby sacrificing + baby eating demonic b's ALL day...
as i cleared the way of wickedness + subdued the earth in His Mighty Name.
ok...
i'm back.
lol.
DMX tell these folk what time it is.
'cause if folk call you "crazy"...
i won't tune you out.
i will listen closelyto what you talking 'bout.
Heavenly Father i ask you to send the whole host of heaven to protect + keep DMX and his whole family on all sides, in Messiah's Name. let no weapon formed against him/his house prosper.
synagogue of satan + its misguided minions...
infiltrating all industries.
i.see.you.
+ have no fear of you.
trust that.
ps. when DMX speaks on his relationship with the industry. i canso relate. his experience happens to me regularly. lol. this is why despite his liberal use of the n + cuss words, i can get down with his message.
i will be straight up bold with Real talk- yet folk will hit me with the blank stare + a soft yea.
lol.
btw, when i drop the n- word, it is nevera term of endearment. n words are Real. they took 400 years of pure uncut evil to create. they hate themselves + all that look like them. first. those that look like them, especially the womenfolk, they reserve the worst evil for...
then they go get on everybody else's nerves second;)
lol!
it is unfortunate they look like Blessed Black folk + i pray they will be awakened spiritually from the dead and knock it off.
hit 'em with it DMX:
all industries are the industry.
though i feel some kind of way, at times, 'bout this reformed, Gentile for Real, though they call themselves semite, fella. before he will visit Torah and...
tell.the.Truth...
he would rather toss out some Torah Scriptures altogether + disband tribes.
how convenient.
seems folk know that the daughters of a nation need their fathers. even read where he said that wives should hail from in tact families. since the fathers teach the daughters how to spot Real love + avoid the games boys/men play. but when it comes to the true daughters of Sion, as described in Scriptures, folk get brand new. quick to post ish that calls the daughters of Sion "hos"...
it is ok.
it took 400 years of pure uncut wickedness. the Gentile for Real, synagogue of satan- according to Messiah- semite. not to be confused with Shemites of Scripture. these folk cornered the slave trade market. 400 years of slave breaking + degrading to reduce a nation to such a broken place. where the families are splintered and babies are born 70% of the time out of wedlock. where the daughters of the nation struggle to know what Real Love is, while being most unprotected or respected...
some of it is Yahudah/real Judah just loving to sin + behave like heathens, too. Edom does not hold such great power, as far as i am concerned. we take back our Power when we cop to our shortcomings/sin.
question:
how in the world have other nations made it to the 40% out of wedlock mark so quickly?
might they not be looked upon so favorably as we?
things that make you go...
hmmm.
read one of the nice reformed Jew fella's posts where folk said, unchallenged, that no one can call themselves Hebrew. that America was not mentioned in Scriptures.
here you "educated" folk go, just below. that you might get in the know. have fun calling the daughters of Sion "ho". 'cause it is written that the daughters of Edom will do it to themselves. Yahudah/Real Judah just gets all things first. the police state even is nothing new to US.
be Real clear. seeing anynation dehumanized and degraded hurts my soul...
'cause we are One in Him/His Word. those that Love Him/His Word will worship Him in Spirit and in Truth, though.
the nice Jew fella posted some Truth here:
http://henrymakow.com/002046.html
so i share. 'cause it is not about our differences but what we have in common + the points where we may agree as members of the humanity family.
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UNIVERSAL LAW:
KJV Genesis 15:13-14
13 And he said unto Abram, Know of a surety that thy seed shall be a stranger in a land that is not theirs, and shall serve them and they shall afflict them four hundred years;
14 And also that nation, whom they shall serve, will I judge: and afterward shall they come out with great substance.
KJV Lamentations 4:21-22
21 Rejoice and be glad, O daughter of Edom, that dwellest in the land of UZ; the cup also shall pass through unto thee; thou shalt be drunken, and shalt make thyself naked.
22 The punishment of thine iniquity is accomplished, O daughter of Sion; he will no more carry thee away in captivity: he will visit thine iniquity, O daughter of Edom, he will discover thy sins.
KJV John 4:24
24 Almighty is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.
KJV Galatians 3:28-29
28 There is neither Hebrew/Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Messiah Yahushua/Jesus.
29 And if ye be Messiah's, then are ye Abraham's seed, and heirs according to the promise.
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ps. the Abram in KJV Genesis 15 Scripture that speaks of 400 years + land where all this wickedness would go down... = Abraham.
from my soul, it is my fervent prayer in the Mighty Name of Yahushua Messiah aka Jesus Christ around the world, that all souls will act like they know...
8 For if Yahushua/Jesus had given them rest, then would he not afterward have spoken of another day.
9 There remaineth therefore a rest to the people of Almighty.
10 For he that entereth into his rest, he also hath ceased from his own works, as Almighty did from his.
11 Let us labour therefore to enter into that rest, lest any man fall after the same example of unbelief.
12 For the word of Almighty is quick and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
13 Neither is there any creature that is not manifest in his sight: but all things are naked and opened unto the eyes of him with whom we have to do.
14 Seeing then that we have a great high priest, that is passed unto the heavens, Yahushua/Jesus the Son of Almighty, let us hold fast our profession.
15 For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin.
16 Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.
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there is a note in KJV Hebrews 4:8 that shows Yahushua/Joshua is interchangeable with the word/name Jesus- if you go to Scriptures and see.
folk...
this 'bout to be a long post. i get all Mark Twain had to say about making/keeping things short..
i follow Almighty not folk, though.
especially not n-word in a few works MT.
though i do think him quite witty.
gotta be me...
while i strive to be an even better me.
need to throw this out here, too...
'cause He put it on my heart and told me Speak.
Yah knows i got work to do...
for days.
but His Word says seek Him first and all else gets added.
so here we go...
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a sign.
lol.
what a beautiful one, huh?
Love.
my heart is full of it.
sometimes...it is difficult to make other folk feel it though. i pray to better Be Love as my heart is full of Love.
Love for my family + humanity.
He put this on my mind as it relates to our need to see a sign.
went on a no holds barred let it rip with the kings today. Yah knows my heart but other folk don't...
so they run the risk of getting things twisted.
let me clarify.
i Love my sons and brothers.
we are brothers and sisters.
mothers.
wives and husbands.
that's what's written. that's what it is.
i Understand some folk are adept at making stuff up. but when you take it that far out the Word to say we are not sisters and brothers...
yep.
folk might think me a bit shrill as i sound the alarm.
that's ok.
but can you hear me?
do i need to turn it up?
:)
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UNIVERSAL LAW:
Matthew 12:50 - For whosoever shall do the will of my Father which is in heaven, the same is my brother, and sister and mother.
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that's Messiah speaking ya'll.
so what other folk talking 'bout- degrees and all = i hear folk talking and respectfully disagree.
+ will stand over here by myself if need be.
being me.
with Messiah + the whole host of heaven giving me some dap as we touch and agree on His Word.
hear DMX voice say "get 'em" from his "industry" piece...
LOL!
folk should google it and give him an ear.
if Yah be for US- who 'bout to be against US?
back to the sign.
folk been seeking one since the beginning of time. in days of old, folk got one, too. here's what Almighty says about it...so i don't really seek a sign just His Face at this point-on my Good days:)
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UNIVERSAL LAW:
39 But he answered and said unto them, An evil and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign; and there shall no sign be given to it, but the sign of the prophet Jonas:
40 For as Jonas was three days and three nights in the whale's belly; so shall the Son of man be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth.
43 When the unclean spirit is gone out of a man, he walketh through dry places, seeking rest, and findeth none.
44 Then he saith, I will return into my house from I came out; and when he is come, he findeth it empty, swept and garnished.
45 Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven other spirits more wicked than himself, and they enter in and dwell there: and the last state of that man is worse than the first. Even so shall it be also unto this wicked generation.
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there will be no signs. this is a Faith walk.
though i get completely where this brotha is comin' from in his talk with Yah.
i gots no judgment 'cause some of the stuff that Yah and i talk about, don't have nothing to do with what's written. it is just what i am wrestling with trying to give it to Him- cause some days it really seems like i need to hold onto stuff + help Him. lol.
going to sit down.
and just like Stevie Wonder sang about...
when life gets too hard- have a talk with Yah.
He is the Mighty Counselor after all;)
my prayers go out to DMX and his family on all sides. may the whole host of heaven protect and guide him as he walks his path.
i Love the bassed out brothas comin' hard with stuff that makes sense.
;)
so when i Stand and Speak, it's because i care.
i see these demons and ain't even trying to pretend like i care or am afraid of 'em.
He did not build me that way.
ALL Fear i got for Him/His Word-my Father the King of Kings.
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UNIVERSAL LAW:
2 Timothy 1:7-14
7 For Almighty hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
8 Be not thou therefore ashamed of the testimony of our Sovereign, nor of me his prisoner: but be thou partaker of the afflictions of the gospel according to the power of Almighty;
9 Who hath saved us and called us with a set apart calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Messiah Yahushua before the world began.
12 For the which cause I also suffer these things; nevertheless I am not ashamed; for I know whom I have believed, and am persuaded that he is able to keep that which I have committed unto him against that day. ___________________________
this is where i am and pray that all souls will turn to Him/His Word as we head on into...
26 Therefore hear ye the word of the Sovereign, all Yahudah/Judah that dwell in the land of Egypt; Behold, I have sworn by my great name, saith the Sovereign, that my name shall no more be named in the mouth of any man of Yahudah/Judah in all the land of Egypt, saying, the Sovereign Almighty liveth.
27 Behold, I will watch over them for evil, and not for good; and all the men of Yahudah/Judah that are in the land of Egypt shall be consumed by the sword and by the famine, until there be an end of them.
28 Yet a small number that escape the sword shall return out of the land of Egypt into the land of Yahudah/Judah, and all the remnant of Yahudah, that are gone into the land of Egypt to sojourn there, shall know whose words shall stand, mine, or theirs.
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while i focus now with purpose on Yahudah...
this message is for all tribes.
despite all that's written...
there are still many- all tribes- that act like what they are talking 'bout is of greater importance than Him/ His Word.
i accept the sanctity of humanity. i accept wholeheartedly the truth that injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere. my mission is to effect change peacefully with Love. with focused purpose, i seek to do my part to improve the human condition on this planet. we are ONE people really, in Truth. without apology, i, will lift my voice and work passionately for the upliftment of black women and girls in this country and around the world; for it is abundantly clear that if we are to have value---we must bestow it upon ourselves. writing is one of my gifts and i am convinced that the power of words is mightier than the sword. join me as i exercise my Almighty Sovereign given powerful gift. if you leave inspired to claim and/or exercise your powerful gifts, it will mean success. glory to Sovereign Almighty Creator of all.
27 Behold, I will watch over them for evil, and not for good; and all the men of Yahudah/Judah that are in the land of Egypt shall be consumed by the sword and by the famine, until there be an end of them. 
