the enemy would have US/me to be slave to the system...in some shape, form or fashion.
to Believe that we need the system- on some level.
He showed me a Vision/Dream, however. one that will be a Blessing, Universally.
i pray for the soul that sent me this quote. my prayer is that they might be as Abundantly Blessed as i was by their email. thank you so much to that soul + to the Universe. i am truly humbled + grateful.
"Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world."
-Harriet Tubman
since i Believe Him/His Word, over all i think i see...
i will keep His Charge. while i pray fervently, without ceasing...
to be better at discerning + hearing and Obeying His Voice + keeping His Commandments, Statutes, and Laws.
which is required that we might receive and keep His Favor.
that said, i have a confession to make, in keeping with His Law.
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UNIVERSAL LAW:
KJV Proverbs 28:13- He that covereth his sins shall not prosper: but whoso confesseth and forsaketh them shall have mercy.
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been going through it lately...on so many levels.
reaping the fruit of my poor choices/ bad judgment. feeling utterly disgraced, ashamed, and mortified that i disappointed Him/His Word in such a way.
big time.
richly earning every bit of scorn + "fake" accusation that comes my way.
recognizing upon reflection that i was backsliding into trying to do things my way in order to speed things along. acting american discovering things while trying to expedite + flip up the game. getting ahead of Almighty while putting myself squarely in the sights of my enemies/frienemies' scopes. folk know who they are-those that appear to pray diligently to defeated lucifer that i choke.
;(
been beating myself up mightily for it, too. to where i almost felt like throwing in the towel on this whole Be a Blessing/ Humanity project.
emphasis on almost.
yet...
at the end of the day, it is my fervent soul prayer that Almighty will turn.this.around...
that He/His Word might get the Glory- despite me. 'cause this really isn't about me.
upside, 'cause there always is one= triple portions of humility...
as i pray that He/His Word reveals His Way/best way to make things Right. on all levels. having finally had enough of that "my way" flow.
on a Peace, be still tip, for Real.
doing this...
as i reach for the Vision/Dream He revealed to me so Clearly.
despite feeling most undeserving + unworthy.
it is also my prayer to truly be Biblical Love, in every possible way- each and every day, with every soul i meet.
+ to line my life completely UP with Him/His Word. in keeping with my Understanding that in order to maintain His Favor, we/i must:
1. Obey His Voice
2. Keep My Charge
3. Keep His Commandments
4. Keep His Statutes
5. Keep His Laws
won't dwell here too much longer.
where you ask?
in kick-my-own-behind-land.
it isn't required nor wise. especially with my bouts of depression and just sadness, in general, at the condition of His People/my people as i look around.
one day He revealed in His Word that His would be weeping during these times. got so excited for the Understanding of what was happening that i forgot to write it down;(
slow me down please Almighty, in Messiah's Name.
googling His Word that's written on one's heart...
can only take US/me so far;) in order to get some things...
just gotta get in the Good Book.
He'll show me again and i will make sure to write it down and share it at that time, if so led.
switching gears, a bit:
a Light and Blessed soul reminded me of Jonah earlier. an ancestor in our history book that reminds me of me in a major way. Jonah + Peter, with the i do that which i want not to do.
in revisiting the book of Jonah, i was reminded:
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UNIVERSAL LAW:
KJV Jonah 4:10 - And Almighty saw their works, that they turned from their evil way; and Almighty repented of the evil, that he had said that he would do unto them; and he did it not.
KJV Jonah 4:2 - ...thou art a gracious Almighty, and merciful, slow to anger, and of great kindness...
KJV Proverbs 3:6-7
6 In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
7 Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the Sovereign, and depart from evil.
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please be clear...
i don't presume to know what lies ahead. i can't quite see around the corner. but i know He knows. all i know is what's written. though i do pray, in Messiah's Name for a triple portion of Mercy and Grace for US all. Understanding Obedience to Him/His Word is the essential ingredient in all of this.
a tall order for one as obstinate and disobedient as i can be. yet, i pray to be Obedient Love + used mightily...
in His Kingdom that He might get the Glory.
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