Friday, April 25, 2014

few...are truly "accomplished"...

this week, so far i have learned...

few are truly accomplished.

folk keep recommending a "makeover" in so many ways...

some subtle.

some in the form of double speak.

others in the rudest of ways...these usually reserve the right to then ah ha! accuse me, when i accept the invitation to go for their jugulars verbally. 

not literally, of course;) 

non-violence is the way, if at all possible to maintain.  my Understanding informs my belief that i should not be the aggressor.

be that as it may, a couple of nuggets have made me smile + encouraged me greatly. 

not sure who said what...

all i can say is many thanks to Yah Almighty and the Universe for bringing the information to me when i was most in need;)  i Love Him so.  more than these words convey or anyone else can possibly know.  it is my soul's Gratitude that He allows me to be so close.     


    "to be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment."

so folk coming at me with this:

  will need to show me how it is done;)

folk bold faced with the shut down your blog command, while stating their "credentials".  even to go so far as to suggest that i should retreat to a cave.  similar to the days when King David retreated to a cave to hide from King Solomon pursuing him. 

you know...i did ssshhh! in the face of all that historical inaccuracy, as i get better about picking my battles. 

while my accusers keep accusing me, viciously, of everything under the sun.  i count it all joy really, on the other side of soul cleansing tears.  'cause at least as i AM Peter-like with my thankful dance for the painful lashes gotten from serving Him/His Word.  i am reminded that i could be Peter like and deny Him;(  which for me will never do.  encouraged even to see that one who walked with Messiah could err in such a way.  helps me not feel so bad about not being perfect;)  upside to everything, indeed.   

so even as folks are real serious about my need to:   

be quiet.

submit to their their voice i am commanded to heed. 

like silence will save a soul. 

like it is written that His will overcome by their...

silence + fear of mere men.

these same folk don't seem to like Scriptures + what is written concerning those of US that are called to give His Universal Law.  i keep going back to Genesis to see if it indicates that the Law Givers of Yahudah will carry out their Chosen roles in sign language.   i can't seem to find the tribe of Yahudah mimes.  it seems when it is time to tell the Truth...folk want to do away with the tribes + Scripture altogether.   



so...folks pushing a Psalm 83 hoax/bad joke will choke before i stand down.  


as i work out my salvation with fear and trembling of Him/His Word, alone.  

i see the devils/demons all around me clearly.  i cry as i spiritually die inside.  seeking to kill the strong desire to stand and regulate in the face of such hate.  despite the folk that seek to tell me how i should feel and relate to my Creator.  through it all...i AM from the south and prefer folk to say what they need to say.   rather than hating me + grinning and skinning in my face.  wolf in sheep clothes with it. 


praise Almighty, i AM called to wait on Him/His Word.  this is what we are all called to do.  wait for Him.  He will set all matters straight. 

as a side note: other folks' fear + intimidation does not equal my responsibility. 

folk need to sit with that Truth for a minute + get real clear on it. 

i AM learning to be kind in the face of unkindness.  it is quite the challenge for me and i ask that those who know Him/His Word + Love Him, will pray for me.   i ask Messiah even to pray for me that i will better walk/talk as He walked/talked...

...though i AM learning that what we are taught has nothing to do with Truth.  from his appearance to his demeanor.    

this little nugget, gave me cause to laugh + reconsider the wrathful thoughts that were banging around in my head. (oh, strange folk also wanted me to know their opinion that i am "full of myself".  not sure what to do with that outside of thank folk for sharing their very valid to them personal opinion.  instead, i confessed my sin of wrath, with which i struggle mightily and asked for prayer.   i was informed that righteous wrath should not destroy anything.  um.  ok.  wrath plays pattycake + leaves all standing in tact in its wake.  got it.  new school, i guess.  not much of this new school makes sense so non destructive wrath just gets added to the  brand new, no sense list.  since folk slap "crazy" labels if one mentions off program/script matters;)

my favorite criticism/judgment is this:

"YOU are your own worst enemy!"


how long did folk have to sit in class to come up with all that DUH! philosophy?  i sure hope folk got a free ride with no school debt on the other side of all that obvious. 

isn't that usually the case for most souls? 

isn't this why success and all things are an inside job?

don't most souls battle the demons from within first + the most?

another thanks for sharing moment + moving forward...powerfully...  


don't know who said these words.  Heraclitus, i think.  don't quote me, though;)  the Truth of the words resonated and increased me in Strength and Hope. 

leave no man behind...

"Out of every one hundred men, ten shouldn't even be there, eighty are just targets, nine are the real fighters, and we are lucky to have them, for they make the battle.  Ah, but the one, one is a warrior, and he will bring the others back."


so...while there will be no "cave dwelling".  i heard Almighty clearly instruct me to avoid toxic situations and people- like the plague.  that doing so will allow me to next level with greater ease.  so while He allows one double back to set the record straight...i won't get stuck in the muck this time around;)

those that fear the face of man, like to remind that folk can kill me or take my life.  like they don't know it is written those that seek to save their lives will lose them anyways.  had occasion earlier in the week to share my Truth.  feel compelled to post it here as well: 

i AM with Him/His Word.  i AM my Father's daughter.  just as Messiah's life was not taken, but He laid it down.  i seek to follow His example.  it is my soul/heart's desire for Him to take my life and use it as He sees fit.  i seek to be Set Apart (H-ly) and a part of His elect, flaws and all- while the world teaches one should seek to be a part of the "elite". 

this song expresses my heart today and i thought i would share with other souls.  it is my prayer that all souls resolving to Stand Strong will be as encouraged by this song as i was earlier.  we are in full fledged spiritual war.  hold fast to your crown + refuse to bow down to anyone/anything but Him/His Word.

His People/my people...that's what is written.  won't make folk popular, but then Messiah was perfect + blameless.  that was not enough to be popular, either.  folk still sought to discredit Him.  even claimed He was of the devil.  so they can keep bringing it this way if they must.  i AM grateful to be with Him/His Word + safely in His Strong tower.

btw, according to what is written, no one knows the day nor the time when Messiah will return.  though those that seek to silence me sure seem hellbent on the notion of three (3) years. 

i don't know.  though the book of Revelation seems to be unfolding right on schedule.  head wound.  riding around in a car called the beast.  given another 3.5 years...the whole nine.

His ways + thoughts are Higher than mine can ever be.  so i will follow Him/His Word.

nod to the peekers/haters/motivators and seekers;)  may all be blessed.

all i know with certainty is i want to be ready + Standing Strong in His Spirit and Truth.  UNafraid to Stand and Speak to the Goodness that is He/His Word.  truly accomplished + pleasing in a way that is meaningful to the One most important to me...

as He is the Love of my Life, never lets me down and is my source of Strength, Comfort and Peace.

prayers from my heart for all souls in this turned up battle for souls.  whether folk know it.  this is what it we head on into...


Tuesday, April 22, 2014

He is no respecter of persons...

this message was put on my heart this i thought i would share, in the hopes that it might be a blessing to the next soul.

here's what's so:

He/His Word is no respecter of persons.

i AM a witness that He can/will use anyone that He chooses to;) 

blogging is an effort to diminish the pacing.  'cause when i look around, what i see causes me to pace with nostrils flared.  so, when i say that i write for my life...that is not hyperbole. 

writing helps to put what i see into perspective, as i seek balance.  it is my soul/heart's prayer to be a blessing to the next soul.  more than anything else...i seek to be used of Almighty, that He/His Word might get the Glory.

He knows my heart.

He is all that really matters to me in this Faith walk. 

He is teaching me to allow room for others in my life- after an extended period of being closed off.  i AM doing my best for now, while striving to do better daily.  please pray for me, especially when i fall short, as i for you always.  it is my heart's prayer, to not fall short so often in the future. 

if you must accuse and remind me of my shortcomings, that's fine, too.  Messiah died for my sins, so i won't hold onto 'em.  anyone that would like to hang onto my sins and remind me of them = free will + thanks for the cause to dance.   

i Understand that all souls have an assignment and that only one side wins;)  so it is definitely go for what folk know time...on both sides.

  you know...

this all feels like a beautiful dance and honestly...

sometimes my form is really not what it needs to be;(

folk should know that no one can be harder on me...

than me.

particularly when i wrestle with wrath+ speak off the cuff, unfiltered, straight with no chaser. 

i hate that i battle wrath, with a strong desire to scorch the earth when the devilry is too turned up.

suffice it to say, perfection =  not among my gifts.  though i make no excuses for those fall down moments and/or my gangsta period days. 

falling down. 


why do i get a mental visual of short sleeved dress shirts, glasses and Michael Douglas whenever i say those words?  lol!   

all jokes aside...i don't want to make the same mistakes again and again.  going in on folk that invite me to go IN all day= all bad.  unless it is a worthwhile battle and my form is on point;)  so i must be wiser as i pick 'em + stay prayed up...

this Truth was pointed out to me by a soul that popped up out of nowhere to be a blessing.  he reminded me of what i had written here:

re-reading it was how i began my day;) 

got things off on the Right foot and i AM SO glad. 

it is my prayer that all that seek Him/His Word will find triple portions of Wisdom, Patience, Faith and the ability to Believe, in Messiah's Name. 

He is no respecter of persons. 

all we have to do is Believe.  that's what's written.  that's what it is...i AM a living witness;)



Mark 11:24-26 

24   Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them.

25   And when ye stand praying, forgive, if ye have ought against any:  that your Father also which is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses.  

26   But if ye do not forgive, neither will your Father which is in heaven forgive your trespasses.   


all roads lead back to this for me, Right now, it seems.  forgiveness is a project that is never quite done, it seems. 

some days are better than others.

Almighty has been after me for awhile now.  and i spent a lot of time running from Him/His Word. 


what a waste of time.

that's all i got, looking back.  don't let it happen to you.  find Him early and be wise.  + know that it is never too late as long as we are on this side;)

He showed me something that i wrote in Obedience to His Spirit.  He put it on my heart to share, across- never down-that those seeking Him/His Word might better Understand how to go about it. 

a lot that is undone, is because folk don't know how to go about it or they feel overwhelmed.  at least for me.  so i share with the prayer that it blesses the next one.

i was still running away from Him/His Word, at this time.  on this date, i had run out of gas.  completely;(  that's when He sat me down to write the following:

"dear Yahushua (aka Jesus world wide;)-

i am a sinner.  forgive me my sins and i renounce every spirit that has me bound.  i believe that Yahushua died on the cross for me.  please come into my heart and be my savior."



John 3:14-21 

14   And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up:

15   That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life.  

16   For Almighty so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.  

17   For Almighty sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.

18  He that believeth on him is not condemned:  but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of Almighty.

19  And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil.

20  For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved.

21   But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in Almighty.


the storm has to pass...

if only we Believe and issue the command- then Stand.

i AM a witness.




Saturday, April 19, 2014

some more...

had to get the last post out and up.  it felt like clearing my throat;)

meanwhile, looking around me...there is some more.

i see Clearly.

ALL PRAISES be to Yah Almighty!!!

+ He/His Word affords me no fear.

my Almighty.  my Friend.  my Counselor.  my King.

we serve an Awesome Yah!

our Father who is ALSO- KING OF KINGS!!!



i talk too much.

i know.

feel too deeply.

get fiYAH'd UP!

in the face of devilry.

not to mention, some of US take Him/His Word...


Andre Johnson- Blessings to you, my brother.

Much Love.

may your whole house be Blessed Abundantly and abide in His Peace.  in Messiah's Name, i pray.  i pray the whole host of Heaven and all souls that know Him/His Word with His heart will give me some dap on that.

i took the come out from among them literally.

so i get it if that's it. 

+ the prayer closet thingy, too.  it's the best place to throw a Real fit;)


come out from among them since the whole system is invalid. 

when folk talk to me about the Constitution.

i think of the 3/5 human being thingy;( 

+ what i see around me...

gets me all Dorner inside with it on some level, may he RIP.

i saw + heard him.  he was on a serious forget the police flow.

it is written that the meek shall inherit the earth, though.  that we must Love one another.

i AM an outcast according to what is written.

a misfit.

so what?

why stress, hem and haw, too?

never saw a cartoon that told me this Truth.  just recognized early in the game- ALL praises due to Yah- that folk were either misfits or idiots.

and there are a whole lot of useful ones on the loose.

gone buck wild with the defeated synagogue of satan- serving mammon like mad.  forget the people.



then they actually program everyone else;(

Father put these fools, your enemies, on their knees.

make them know they are but men.

take back what the devil stole from US.

here's what's Clearly so:

the end days are coming...but there is hope.

that's the Good News;)

so let's just flip this back to what it is supposed to be.

Old World Order according to Him/His Word.

shall we?

there is too much brand newness going on. 

here is what is written.  

already prepared, neatly.  in a comment at one of my favorite places to check in.

made a couple of tweaks according to my Understanding.  the message is the same with Ezine flavor;)  Much Love. 


"Most of the so-called Jews of today are NOT the true biblical Hebrews from the blood of Yahudah. They are decedents from various warring Empires, which include the Khazar tribe. These khazarian people have infiltrated and usurped the true blood of Yahudah.  And then interbreed for multiple generations and deceived not just most Christians, but the whole world that they are the real Jews; through the guise of Global Zionism, but they are in fact the synagogue of Satan.

Revelation 2:9

I know your works, and tribulation, and poverty, (but you are rich from within) and I know the blasphemy of them which say they are Hebrews, and are not, but are the synagogue of satan.

Revelation 3:9

Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Hebrews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before your feet, and to know that I have loved you.

The city of Jerusalem which in Israel, is the place where most deceived Christians, Hebrews, and Muslims believe G-d will return. Truth is, the true H-ly Jerusalem is not an earthly kingdom, rather, it is a heavenly kingdom prepared by Almighty for his true believers. The earthly Jerusalem is ruled by Satan; hence the endless chaos and bloodshed.

Hebrews 11:16 

But now they desire a better country, that is, an heavenly: wherefore G-d is not ashamed to be called their G-d: for he hath prepared for them a city.
Hebrews 12:22
But you are come unto mount Sion, and unto the city of the living G-d, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to an innumerable company of angels

Revelation 21:10
And he carried me away in the spirit to a great and high mountain, and shewed me that great city, the h-ly Jerusalem, descending out of heaven from G-d


one may read the full post here:



Daniel 2:44 - And in the days of these kings shall the Almighty of heaven set up a kingdom, which shall never be destroyed:  and the kingdom shall not be left to other people, but it shall break in pieces and consume all these kingdoms, and it shall stand for ever.


He/His Word is Real and will not be mocked.   

it can only be wise to keep this in mind as we head on into...


if i were a dj...this is the song i would play for my haters/motivators;)

if i were only a dj and artist...

and not also a Powerful, Mighty, Prayer Warrior + Anointed Daughter of Yah...

below is the song i would play for those that seek to silence my voice. 

folk trying to ssshhh! me to make me go away.



and yes...

i see it makes things appear to be worse.  i get that.  yet, when i check the book.  there it is still written that it will all come to pass + we win.

the book is also how i know folk will BOW DOWN to Him/His Word.  peep the knees, please.  did it say some?  a few?  one or two?




Romans 14: 11-13

11  For it is written, As I live, saith the Sovereign, every knee shall bow to me, and every tongue shall confess to Almighty.

12   So then every one of us shall give account of himself to Almighty.

13   Let us not therefore judge one another any more; but judge this rather, that no man put a stumblingblock or an occasion to fall in his brother's way. 


so this beautiful Sabbath day...i send out this song with an ether kiss.   this goes out to my haters + motivators over at lipstick alley;) 

'cause really...i didn't know folk could fixate with such hate.  but hey.  free will.  Almighty respects it and so do i.

so pay close attention now, haters/motivators everywhere. 

those of you on the defeated devil spawn + pawn run- that think controlling me can be done.

with a country accent, ok?  i need you to hear me:















ps.  mf is a slave term taken from history.   used here appropriately;)  the other one= artistic expression. 

it is wise to deal with + Believe it.

for those that have been good little saints all their little lives- please pray for and forgive me.  that has never been my testimony.  i don't do any of the negative "essions" very well.


depression (at least not for too long if i can help it.  being human makes US susceptible.)

or any other ones folk can think of.  just so folk know, if i had to pick a 'cide- it is my nature to come double gat strapped with His Word.  which is also my Sword of the Spirit and i AM prepared to use it... so  ain't no sui 'bout it.  folk need to get that and be glad that Almighty leads and guides me.  though i fully get the Dorner types + the fact that violence is not the way;)

by His Spirit and Truth is the Victory won.  talking + walking His Word is how we get there.  i pray all saints + the whole host of heaven will pray for me as i daily seek to tighten up my walk.  tight walk with Right thoughts + focus.  no running behind shiny things for me.  it is His Face, i seek.  truly.

if you look at the synagogue of satan movie industry- zombies and walking dead is what they want US all to be. they want US to bow down to their wickedness rather than to Stand Strong with Almighty. they want US to fear them and not Him/His Word...

so they seek to frighten/intimidate folk into submission.  spiritual/physical bondage all day. 

no way. 

i AM Good.



Matthew 10:26- Fear them not therefore:  for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.


they don't/won't Believe and want others to fall as well, as it is written.  but the whole thing has got to look like Him/His Word.  that's what's so wicked about it.  the defeated devil wants to be like Most High.  but not.  he seeks to enslave not save mankind. 

but there will be a hiss to the earth that will put the nations on the move to find His Kingdom.  that's what's writtenhave seen it with my own eyes.  didn't know what to do with it.  lol.  

someone wanted to know when He would hit 'em up with the big whoop and shout from the sky. 

i don't know. 

here's what He/His Word says- Messiah speaking:



Matthew 24:36, 42 

36   But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only.

42   Watch therefore:  for ye know not what hour your Sovereign doth come.


so while i don't know the day nor the hour...

what i do know, is that it is plain to see from all signs- that the time is near.  would rather be Obedient and just say it.  then keep silence and appear to bow down to defeated by Messiah, satan, death or fear. 

it is my prayer, in the Mighty Name of Yahushua Messiah aka Jesus Christ world wide, that all will have an ear to hear...

as we head on into...


Friday, April 18, 2014

she-devils = NEXT LEVEL

it is written the daughters of Zion/Sion will be weeping at this time.

He/His Word ain't NEVA lied.

so cue the she-devils...

as we move into...



IF there was one thing i could say to the mf'ing man + his mf'ing  mother...

slave term used appropriately 'cause CLEARLY i DO see...what He/His Word reveals to me.

here it is:


'bout your defeated rebel devil threats nor plan.

how 'bout THAT?

then from my soul this is ALL i got:

is some PRAISE for Yah Almighty!!!

who gives me the Victory +  makes my arm Mighty


looking like the pic above at you defeated rebel devil bishes.

Standing Strong.

as we head on into...


Thursday, April 17, 2014

folk got so many things to say...



Deuteronomy 1:17 - Ye shall not respect persons in judgment; but ye shall hear the small as well as the great; ye shall not be afraid of the face of man; for the judgment is Almighty's: and the cause that is too hard for you, bring it unto me, and I will hear it.


all that i really care these end times...

is Him/His Word. 

everybody else- i question the Spirit and motive.

Obeying His Voice, only, is my focused purpose.

as we head on into...


Tuesday, April 15, 2014

take 2..this time a shorter version;)

  wish you had known the song below and had sang it out-from your soul- 'til the darkness lifted + you Believed the lyrics. 

that is...if the reports of suicide are to be believed.

r.i.p.  beautiful, Blessed Black baby girl.  'cause i AM Ancient and those under 25 strike me as babies.  no disrespect;)


Monday, April 14, 2014

letter to my sisters...

yesterday, on Sunday, He told me...



Be Still.

as my eyes took in, what looked to be, thinly veiled contempt + a threat- designed to...

in the wrong way.


it could just be fear.

which don''

since daughters of Yah are built to be like their Father...




Standing Strong, with the Faith He gave US- 'cause we KNOW He Loves US and would NEVER leave US nor put more on US... than we can bear. 

Yah's daughters Believe- despite what we think we see.

so we walk in Faith seeking to please- Him/His Word- which automatically gives US favor with Him.

who could ask for anything more?

+ i AM a witness;)

the storms are meant to make US strong in Him/His Word.

looking to Him/His Word helps bring US through.  He is our Strength.  His Word is our Power.  this is how we made it through so much in our history.  He has already shown US.

Exodus is about US...not about those that profited mightily from enslaving US- who today pretend to be US.  despite what you see in movies+ on tv- which is brought to US by those that seek to pilfer our birthright- all hidden, neatly, in plain sight.

bold, defeated, deceitful devils.

as it is written.

i will give serious consideration to being concerned about being accused of being an "anti- semite".

i promise.

just as soon as someone can explain to me what a "semite" is +  what "semites" have to do with Scriptures.

blank stare.

i AM Shemite as described in Scriptures.

i AM anti- no it is not permissible by law for me to make anyone a stranger.  since my people were once enslaved in egypt.



Deuteronomy 10:19- Love ye therefore the stranger: for ye were strangers in the land of Egypt.


as we are today, once again, enslaved.

if folk doubt we are in egypt, flip over your dollar bill and ask yourself what the pyramid got to do with america?  the land of our enslavement- physical yesterday.  spiritual today.  though most folk are quick to call it "mental illness"...without looking at the spiritual aspect of things.  despite the curses for disobedience clearly stating that He will allow US to fall prey should we depart from Him/His Word.

side note:  take a look at the promised lands and tell me how the Hebrews of Scripture imposters are doing with the above, love strangers UNIVERSAL LAW.

if you recognize their "anti- semite" makes no sense gag order to be invalid.  if you Stand with the Truth + know that it is written we shall overcome by our testimony and the blood of the Lamb and refuse to be bullied.  if you know that Almighty has not given you a spirit of fear... Stand and Speak on it, if you dare or care.

i both dare + care.   

today we are in bondage of the spiritual variety in large numbers.

sleeping soundly.


"Greatest mistake of movement has been trying to organize a sleeping people.  you have to wake them up to their humanity, their own worth, to their heritage, then you'll get action." - Malcolm X


Blessed Black, daughters of Yah- we are the Chosen Ones as written of in Scriptures.

we are the mothers of humanity.  

all men are our sons...when one considers that all colors come from Blessed Black. 

it is time for humanity- especially the Eves- to wake up.

humanity is described as Black, Brown, Red, Yellow, White- when folk do it by color.

we knew this back in the day...

programming appears to be making folk forget much;(  that + trying to be brand new, while doing too much.

despite hailing from the Ancients- can't.lose when flowing with the Ancients- as it is written rich heritage.

hit play and get re-familiar.

note also what music used to be about.

old school.

meant to touch the soul.  to build up.  inspire.  inform...and so much more.  not this brand new, wicked mess that has folk all demonically bound up, sex addicted- animal with it + dressed in the prints, depressed, stressed, serving mammon to the end and spiritually possessed;(

spiritual warfare.

of course men will sing the praises of other even as i share the gifts of a Black man.  singing the song called "Black Man"...which speaks to the plight of mankind in my eyes + mind.   i would like first to share what Almighty says 'bout all of it.  since Scriptures has been perverted + twisted to support slavery + sexism + all manner of evil that is often born in the hearts of men.



Galatians 3:28-29

28   There is neither Hebrew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female:  for ye are all one in Yahushua Messiah.

29   And if ye be Messiah's, then are ye Abraham's seed, and heirs according to the promise. 


we are the Blessed Blacks.

why do we seek to be Brown?

no judgement.

simply an observation followed by a question... 

was reminded of a convo i had awhile ago, here, with other women as it relates to Black women that wish to be referred to as Brown.  i have some back tracking to do, so when i encounter it again, i will post the link.  this was back when Gina, whom i respect and support- her blog is on my blog roll; started the blogging while brown ditty.

to her credit, she did not come for me.  she very politely ignored me;)  i'll take it.  resonated with me like the ability to agree to disagree.  no disrespect meant nor taken by anyone + i said what clearly needed to be said.

the mention even now is not an invite to fight.  in addition, as a bit of a side note- i pray all fights in public between Black women that are down for the cause will go behind closed doors + be promptly resolved.  it does no one any Good in the big picture to go to war in public when standing on the same side of the anti-BW issue.  

since folk bringing a special kind of heat to Blessed Black women, all day-in a multitude of ways.  anyone that requires me to say or pretend my interests are not Black woman focused is not an ally i am interested in having, really.

i say it that way because trying to be inclusive is the only thing i can think; when i try to understand why Black women would rather identify as Brown.  striving to be colorblind + inclusive means the interests of Black women won't be protected.  that's all history points to for me.

no thank you.

or are folk sensitive 'cause other deceptive, always focusing on their own interests folk; might say Black folk are racist for acting like full human beings + healthy?

i don't know.

therefore i am unqualified due to my limited info + it is not my job to judge.  it was just something that popped out as i read about and mourned my beautiful Blessed Black, younger sister. 

when it comes to being called a racist- i can't even pretend to care.

seeing how Psalm 83 folk have banded together to exploit US-nonstop, historically + today.

while other folk lie constantly...

i still truly Believe:

He is NOT a man that He should lie.

His /His Word's version of "strong" is neither corrupt nor self serving nor inverted thus perverted + wrong...

on too many levels to endeavor to undertake discussing today.

+ it's all been said before- back in the day, anyways- by others + me.

this was my effort at a let's get it Right re-write, of how the mythical/lie bw died:

so since i AM with Him/His Word...

+ we win is clearly written. 

instead of accepting the invite to verbally fight over in the fields, at the slave plantation.  in the face of the post that...


i decided instead to Obey Him/His Word and to just:


in Peace.

+ Still.

shut it all out.

then focus on Him/His Word.

'cause it is written that those that build their houses on anything but Him/His Word- my Rock- have built their houses on sinking sand.  creating with certainty their INability to...



amidst spiritual wickedness in high places and non-stop spiritual warfare + spiritual some way.

all day.  

every day.



Matthew 7: 24-27 

24   Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock;

25  And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not; for it was founded upon a rock.

26  And every one that heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them not, shall be likened unto a foolish man, which built his house upon the sand:

27   And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell: and great was the fall of it.


said all of that as a reminder to my Blessed Black sisters everywhere.

a reminder to myself as well, Truth be told.  'cause some days are a bit much.

in all Truth, that reminder is for humanity;)

for the record, i already told folk that i am not.suicidal.

He sent me prepared to do spiritual battle to the very end; much flawed with many issues.  imperfect in every possible way.  yet, nevertheless + all the same;)  so anybody talking 'bout suicide over here is a defeated devil lie.   


felt compelled to say that now, again, for the record;) 


let me also say.  i mean none of my words in no a judgment or to say anything untoward in the face of such a sad tragedy.

for humanity, really...

R.I.P my younger sister...

please know-it is my practice to question everything.  

especially when defiant voices are consistently quieted by new school homicide.   a.k.a folk that won't be cooperative + silent- get suicided.

think the sister, Margie Schoedinger, that brought rape charges against potus george dubya bush:

it wouldn't surprise, if folk never heard of her.  so serious are devils 'bout their no authority defeated command for everybody to be very afraid + !!!

'cause a spirit of fear + unsound mind = what He gave His People.


Almighty did NOT give US a Spirit of fear...but one of Sound Mind, Power, and Love.  that's what's written + what is.  anyone telling anything outside of that= a defeated lie.

as long as souls don't receive and believe said lie.



2 Timothy 1:7-8 

7   For Almighty hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.

8   Be not thou therefore ashamed of the testimony of our Sovereign...


His People that will stand for Truth- come in all color/gender combos, of course;)

which is why the enemy to our soul seeks to keep US all distracted.


Spiritually + in all ways discombobulated.

divided on all sides.

while defeated devils + their dupes swear what's written is all a "fairy tale" + lie.


which is a great segway into what folk call Palm Sunday among other names.

i AM Hebrew.

as such...Passover for me has...


those calling themselves, jews, but are not...have changed the feasts and times.  so they will now celebrate their passover.

while back in the world...the defeated lucifer loving powers that be...want those that follow Messiah and preach His Word to = nazi hate speech.
wanna flip the script?

see if folk can get this same group to cop to the holocaust from which they profited mightily.  the holocaust that led to the demise of 100 million.  the holocaust that also lines up Right nicely with the curses for disobedience to Almighty- reserved for His Chosen Ones.  from KJV Deuteronomy 28  to KJV Leviticus 26  to KJV Genesis 15:13-14 to KJV Acts 7:6-7.  not to even mention our prophets that have been mercilessly imprisoned + murdered without ceasing.

Messiah told folk there were imposters on the loose + who they were serving, too.

i also note- the sun day human sacrifices are being reported in such a way as to cause folk to think of the 6 million jews + 7 million other UNdesirables/ UNmentionables' holocaust + nazis.  which is decidedly Ashkenazi.  

which still has nothing to do with little 'ole Shemite me;)

nevertheless, i digress.  will post more on that in the future.


so let's switch gears...

and talk about the hero's welcome Messiah received back in history as He entered Yerusalem.  during the season of Passover with feasts and celebrations.  a Set Apart time that commemorates the last days of Messiah's life.  before He laid down His life for our sins.  which is why no one need die in the sin they are in.

palm = significant because the branches are the symbol of Victory...which will sure be ours.  as we walk with Him/His Word.

all things appear to be by design and on Purpose when rolling with the Ancient of Ancients on His Heavenly flow;)   Mark 11, Luke 19, and John 12 also bear witness of the blessed events... notice the daughters of Zion referenced in the mix;)  this is why the enemy hates US so.  if only my sisters would wake up + know what is written.  it is all so beautiful.  i lift my favorite parts that give me immense Power, as a daughter of Yah and Sion/Zion.

not to be confused with being a zionist nor zionism which resembles Him/His Word like...

outside of clear book of Revelation synagogue of satan signs.  folk can call "hate speech" if they want.  i call it religious persecution + par for the course. 


Matthew 21: 5- Tell ye the daughter of Zion, Behold, thy King cometh unto thee, meek...

Matthew 21: 22 - And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive.  


Father, i ask that you will awaken your sleeping people.  that we might all be resurrected + alive in You/Your Word.

in the Mighty Name of Messiah, i pray.  receiving + believing it, Right now- here today.

i pray that those of Your People/my people...that feel sad, lonely, and lost.

will look to You/Your Word + reach out when they need a hand to hold onto.  or a listening ear.  womenfolk are prayer warriors.  we should support one another and be there for one another to listen with Love + pray.   if you don't have anyone in that way...i can Understand.  breaking US and our families down is not newly underway.

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i will pray with you.

'cause i Believe where two or more are gathered in His Name- there He will be.  + He has shown me that there is no problem too big nor hard for Him/His Word.

i AM a witness.

our music from back in the day...helped to Light the way...

reminding US, when we felt life was too hard- to have a talk with Yah.

so baby girl...

as i mourn your loss.   i AM yet inspired.  for you are solid proof that He/His Word is Truth.


Matthew 21:16- ...And Messiah saith unto them, Yea;  have you never read, Out of the mouth of babes and sucklings thou hast perfected praise?


so seems you came and went too soon.  though i prefer to think of it as you being spared from what will befall the earth.

i don't know the Truth nor do i believe the lies folk insist on trying to feed me.  if in fact, you took your own life...i wish you had known of another Blessed Black woman's ministry.

to me, she looks a lot like you.

as i read of your pain...i felt it deeply, too.  especially this hard part:

"early reports suggest that Washington suffered from depression as she coped with the loss of her mother."

depression, in some form, comes with being human.  double it if woman- it seems;)

it appears you needed a Friend.   a Counselor and Comforter.   

someone to be there...on those days when despite being built to last + strong...folk need a shoulder to lean on.

that fact, really makes me sad.

i relate though.

been in that dark place, that screams alone silence all by myself.  in the not too distant past.

when it seemed i couldn't find my legs to stand and all my helpings hands were not coming back around.  my "friends" all out of town on a looooong trip or just flat out nowhere to be found.

i called out to Him and He not only answered.  My Friend, Mighty Counselor and Comforter.  
Early reports suggest that Washington suffered from depression as she coped with the loss of her mother. - See more at:

He told me that not only was i not built to break, but i was built to last.  that He/His Word would not only help me to Stand... but to Stand Strong.

many many many nights i cried.  missing my mother like i missed no other.

so 'lil sis, i know the pain.

i cry as i write this.

'cause i remember vividly His Heavenly kiss +  now feel doubly blessed.  that He dried my eyes and told me through this beautiful Blessed Black woman to...


it is prayer from my soul...that more of my sisters will look to Him/His Word + know.  that more will seek Him/His Word and get- true Knowledge.  get to be friends with Him, which =the greatest accomplishment.

as we head on into...