Friday, June 27, 2014

yes, yes ya'll...

He is Real...

daily, He reveals Himself.

i Love Him so.

yes, yes ya'll...

earlier today, i asked Him to speak to me.

folk needed a Word.

He came through + i heard;)

sometimes He/His Word puts me together. 

woe!   + whoa! 

so Fear Him has a lot of levels loaded into it.  so thankful it is written He chastens those He loves though. 

other times He/His Word Comforts me in a Mighty way. 

it was the latter earlier today.

not sure what most other folk are doing this time of the morning. 

for me, He/His Word= i AM bound to give Him/His Word some PRAISE!!!



KJV Psalm 41:1-5

1   Blessed is he that considereth the poor:   the Sovereign will deliver him in time of trouble.  

2   The Sovereign will preserve him, and keep him alive; and he shall be blessed upon the earth:  and thou will not deliver him unto the will of his enemies.

3   The Sovereign will strengthen him upon the bed of languishing:  thou wilt make all his bed in his sickness. 

4   I said, Sovereign, be merciful unto me; heal my soul; for I have sinned against thee.

5  Mine enemies speak evil of me, When shall he die, and his name perish?



folk must know that King David was conversing with Almighty here.

the question re: his enemy cracked me up.

"When shall he die, and his name perish?"  

i suppose that could be in keeping with pray for your enemies.  lol!


for some reason this is how i see King David looking.  wooley hair (i would make it woolier;) and colored skin- not that it matters;)

back to the yummy Goodness of His Word:



KJV Psalm 41:6-7, 10-13 

6   And if he come to see me, he speaketh vanity:  his heart gathereth iniquity to itself; when he goeth abroad, he telleth it.  

7  All that hate me whisper together against me:  against me do they devise my hurt. 

10  But thou, O Sovereign, be merciful unto me, and raise me up, that I may requite them.  

11  By this I know that thou favourest me, because mine enemy doth not triumph over me.  

12  And as for me, thou upholdest me in mine integrity, and settest me before thy face for ever.  

13  Blessed be the Sovereign Almighty of Israel from everlasting, and to everlasting.  Amein, and Amein.  


wonder if the Gentiles reading this passage understand that Israel is also a nation of people?   natural and spiritual even.  or do folk think those people died out?  sometimes it resonates as if folk don't know this...even as they pray for the established state of Israel to have peace.  a random thought...back to the point of this post. 

yes.  yes...ya'll.  i Love Him/His Word + pray to Obey, only Him, even better.  may we all get some of that, in Messiah's Name in fact.

as we head on into...



Thursday, June 26, 2014

folk keep talking 'bout "attitude"...

folk keep talking 'bout "attitude"...

may i just say for the record:

this practice gets under my skin + negatively impacts my "attitude".  so if you think you are being helpful, factor that fun fact in.  please. 

the fact these folk don't get totally verbally annihilated with the quickness = proof He is Real.  to be conscience is to be in constant state of rage.  it is even written of in Scriptures.  so, yes, i have an "attitude."  i feel a whole lot of ways 'bout a whole lot of things.  


KJV Deuteronomy 28:32-34 

32   Thy sons and thy daughters shall be given unto another people, and thine eyes shall look, and fail with longing for them all the day long:  and there shall be no might in thine hand.

33   The fruit of thy land, all thy labours, shall a nation which thou knowest not eat up; and thou shalt be only oppressed and crushed alway:

34   So that thou shalt be mad for the sight of thine eyes which thou shalt see. 



Love is Patient.

Love is Kind.

though sometimes it takes a lot of inner work to get there;)

if folk find it hard to Believe anything else, they would do well to Believe that.
some of us pay attention and are all too clear that the image of the american Black woman is being degraded, denigrated and erased. Khadija put it.

with white and other women's children, standing boldly in our place, while our stories are told.  then there is the foreign Black invasion.  lol.  no hate.  just sayin'.

world-wide there are vicious, racist, hateful depictions or nothing.  those of us that encounter folk from other places can testify to the liberties some will try to take 'cause they saw a music video, movie, news story or two.
some of us get the message, that is sent loud + clear that no matter what happens to Black women and girls...

we made it up or imagined it.

we couldn't be raped in the 1600s and exactly nothing has changed.

while we are raped, battered, abducted, sacrificed and abandoned on the daily- with nary a peep.   

stand boldly talking to me 'bout "attitude" if you want to.  i pray it is a Good day, for other folks' sake.  no excuse.  just the Truth...i am a work in progress.  

it is my prayer that Messiah even will pray for me and us all, that we will all have Good days, in these last days. 

sadly, none perpetuate these "attitude" lies more than those, one would think would be our natural providers, protectors and allies- Black men.  not all Black men but in large numbers.  there is no Black man hatred here either.  it is a simple observation.

these jokers, not all bm but in large numbers, are all too clear about the evils with which they deal.  talk to 'em 'bout what is happening to the daughters of the nation and watch how hard it is for them to see much less call things as they are.

i get it.

if folk acknowledged the horrors...they'd have to address the perps.  that runs contrary to the Black male = needs much protection, provision, are endangered, societal victim narrative.  or as Khadija would say- folk can't talk Real, 'cause then they'd have to name names.


for the record, let me now say this:

keep talking to me 'bout "attitude" and know that i could not care less 'bout your little point of view.

whether you are in Black skin or pale as Vail, Colorado.   lol.  'cause yes, the pale ones, both genders, pile on, in their never ending quest to be this demonic new school cool.  that somehow got attached to Blackness despite the pale folk bringing the demonic, hate Blessed Black ratchedness...for a profit, of course.  white folk ruined hip hop + rap.  now horn of baphomet throwing Eminem is hailed as the best rapper eva.  when i first heard him spit, he was dissing...

Black women.


i remember.

then Black male Black woman haters, hitters and dissers put him on.  think Dee Barnes beating Dr. Dre. 

this fact in no way excuses the Black minstrels that just can't wait to show out for their little bit- in the big picture- $mammon.  these jokers draped in animal print, beta sex slave programmed, homo thug with it- calling Blessed Black women every vile name their deranged brains can frame.  those traitors...

full stop.

if He were not changing me...

i could express that with a no holds barred, rock socks + knock snot OUT...

wayward, bold souls that would dare to fix their little mouths to discuss "at-ti-tude" in the face of such flagrant fouls.  like they can't hear nor see all this racist hatred and misogyny that breeds an atmosphere of open hostility aimed squarely at Blessed Black women and girls.

folk discuss sex trafficking of women and little girls then promptly go 'round the world to chant 'bout bring back our girls.


we got this type of madness going down on the regular in the USA.

we got crickets on the topic in words + policies coming from the white they can't be bothered nor see. 

what happens to Black american women and girls is never really hashtag trendy or of great concern though.  that type of concern has no Real crossover appeal.

peep this excerpt that did nothing for my "attitude":

"Tony Muhammad, Nation of Islam Western Region Student Minister, encouraged advocates and police to go to the root of the pimping problem. The problem is spiritual and mental, he said during his address at the Nu Alpha Delta Multicultural Sorority sponsored forum."

“Don’t just deal with the effects of what’s going on in the poor communities because you’re looking at the fruit that’s coming from a rotten tree,” he said.

“Where did trafficking start? Pimping didn’t start with the gangs that’s doing it. Pimping started with the slave ship. You can’t just deal with branches,” Mr. Muhammad said.

blame it on slavery and keep all little opinions 'bout the "attitudes" of Black women and girls to yourselves.  if i could i would get you the most uncomfortable of shoes and invite you to walk a mile.  when one's image is devalued and denigrated, it impacts how they are treated.  folk even mentioned Malcolm X being a pimp.  folk need to turn right around and acknowledge that Malcolm X's righteous love of the daughters of the Blessed Black nation is also what got him taken out.  seems higher ups in the NOI were on a "pimping" tour with young Black girls as well.  while hollering loooong + hard 'bout the wickedness of white men.

and the last time i checked...

Black women and girls were not exempt from the horrors of slavery + frankly, dealt with horrific, demonic misbehavior coming from all sides.  just like now...

  if the plain as day, all in folks' face pattern, evident in movies, music, print etc plays all the way out...

i am sure Thandie Newton, Halle Berry, Zoe Saldana or somebody else that represents the new Black american woman, will play Sojourner Truth in the movie.

serious stank eye.

taking nothing from these actresses and splendid artists.  simply speaking on the disrespect hurled at Blessed Black women.  foreign born Blacks in stories about US serve to displace/erase US as well.  enough of all that, really.

the new Black= one Black parent maximum.  two = too much Black/invisible.  especially in girls/women.  folk with chocolate daughters will still enforce this unspoken rule or perpetuate the "preference"...

i didn't make it this way.  pretending it isn't so helps in no way.  i have even heard it said that pale skin = feminine.  when asked how these souls explain white men dominating all the other color men on the planet...


i am going with pale skin = masculine.  final answer.

Khadija, who also has/had a blog called Sojourner's Passport;) at her other blog helped me better process a great deal of what i see.  the duality + hidden in plain sight aspect of things.  it's wild.  i have checked out of the movies and such.  even transformers has turned into this evil thing.  it used to be cars, trucks and such.  the dark side is not so hidden so much anymore.     

over at her other blog here:

during the course of the dialogue, she said something that really hit a nerve with me.  it turned things up a notch or two, really...

first, i have to laugh 'bout her mentioning FN, in the comments in the link above.  lol.  reading his post prompted the hysterical pic in my war not against the flesh piece.  that was my attempt to make it make sense- which of course, it still didn't make any sense;(  lol.  also the fact that she mentioned Diahann Carroll made me laugh.  so much confirmation for what is unfolding before me.  there is a truly hateful, hates Black women, even as he uses them negro that could not wait to tell me how he disrespected Ms Carroll.  all proud with it.  somehow managing to tell his shameful story while trying to convince me that he stands up to white folk.  girl fighting, bass voiced negroes make me sick.  quick.  i pray daily not to go in on this soul as i deal with him.  though he is on the hide out after showing all the way out.  but that's a whole other blog post.    

i also want to say that speaking the Truth, of the impact of these sad facts on Blessed Blacks, is not a hate fest on white and other women's children.  it isn't about color.  it is all about KJV Galatians 3:28-29.  yet we live in a society that is based on color.  lying, pretending we can't see and refusing to address what is won't make things better.

Khadija's comment that hit a nerve: 

"The situation IS chilling. The anti-BW hate speech and propaganda put out by BM c/rappers and many BM celebrities is essentially Radio Rwanda. Very Bad Things happen to categories of people who’ve been denigrated and dehumanized in the public view."


which leads back to Sojourner Truth, who asked a question.

folk politely ignored the question and refuse to answer.  to this very day...

then some white women lost their whole minds...

deciding it was high time for women to be treated as men- as they set about feverishly destroying their menfolk.

like Black american women were ever not treated as men + eating by the sweat of our brow, even with husbands.  which the last time i checked was the curse for men.  menfolk are to toil and eat by the sweat of their brow.  womenfolk are to be in submission to their man.  the Black women hustling even with husbands is not a dig at Blessed Black men either.   we know the economic sanctions in this nation with which most struggle. 

when one cues the Black men in dresses, makeup, high heels- a regular spectacle these days- suffice it to say, the lines get Real blurred.   

Black men, in large numbers, buy in 'cause if their women must act + be treated as men...

it makes the sin they Love + stay in their close personal friend.  most will simply say they can't find a job, point the finger at white/pale men and line up the hard working harems.  the pale ones sitting on top, 'cause white(er) skin pays dividends even with Black men- they tend not to have to work so hard.  Black menfolk with lots of stuff can't.wait. to hand it all over to white(er) women. 

don't get mad.  i am not seeking to offend.  just have reached a place in my journey where i refuse to hold it in.

then the Righteous menfolk can only seem to find their speaking voice bass, when they standing in a Black woman's face...

yabbering on and on 'bout "bad attitudes"and a mess of other stuff that distracts 'em from the fact that they need to get with their wayward brethren and bass + blast the Truth.  quick, fast + in a hurry.

ignore Sojourner Truth's question if ya'll want to.  i AM bound to ask it again and again though.  

ain't i a woman, too?  

we can all hit the ignore button, 'cause that's precisely what i do when folk need to get  on Out of Here! talking to me 'bout "attitude"...

in this hostile, hateful, demonic, racist, soul wounding environment that just. won't. stop. 

on any level...

i know the score.  frankly, feel like i been here before.  but when i think of how it affects our wooley haired, blessed Black little girls that folk are openly preying on like they got the Right...

i promise i could Light up the darkness registering my displeasure with the madness i see all around me.  while the protectors turned predators are protected from accountability and e'erthang else.  all blamed neatly on slavery.  while the daughters of the nation are treated like public property back on the auction block.  collateral damage.  there are so many Black women and girls, what's a grip of broken ones anyways?  then these same ones will turn right around and say Black women aren't fit for marriage.   + a host of other viciousness designed to malign and side line...

"at-ti-tude" my...


take them to the Yah of your Understanding.

those that feel so inclined, as they sit in for Messiah as judge, go ahead... 

judge me.



KJV Luke 5:31-32 

31   And Messiah answering said unto them, They that are whole need not a physician; but they that are sick.

32  I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.


and that will be fine, 'cause 'til the day i die...


since He created me,  i choose to Believe that it is alright to be who He created me to be.

without asking permission. 

i am a sinner.

saved not by my deeds but His Grace. 

so please...

don't keep testing me.  

back up off me with the "at-ti-tude" comments.  the whole lot of you.  for Pete's and e'erbody else sake.

+ thank you for helping me to not increase my sins.


folk don't even try to 'cause shame nor lay blame with grown folk running 'round talking 'bout they "pimpin'" this, that and the other.   not picking on Jay Z either.  i pray that none will be lost.  there are many many others that come up with new disrespect and denigration daily.  calling themselves pimps.  i don't blame all hip hop and rap, because i realize what is mainstream fell off looooong ago.  shortly after rap/hip hop became whitened.  

don't get too cute nor brand new with the disrespect though.   

some disrespect is reserved for and heaped on the heads of a certain segment of womanhood.  when it "crosses over" the other shoe drops Real quick, lickety split.  then folk do the lost jobs/ apology tour.  White, Black and all colors in between.

"MSNBC correspondent David Shuster’s use of the phrase “pimped out” in referring to former first daughter Chelsea Clinton’s modest political activism has led to his apologizing, his suspension by the network, a major blog and commentator furor."

but one example...



KJV Leviticus 19:29 -Do not prostitute thy daughter, to cause her to be a whore; lest the land fall to whoredom and the land become full of wickedness.


what if?

menfolk and the female mule types that won't.stop trying to protect menfolk from all accountability acted like they knew all women and girls were someone's daughter?

think folk would glamorize "pimping"?  understanding brutality and oppression goes with "pimping" like peanut butter goes with jelly?

think folk would brand/tattoo little girls with such wickedness as this?    


would we get back to cream evoking this type of image?

though lactose intolerant + my stomach hurt at the thought of ingesting the stuff in that cup...this pic grabbed my heart.  what a beautiful little chocolate drop;)

i still hope and work daily to do my part in this humanity project.

if it were not for the babies...

but since the babies need US.   i will suck it up.  commit myself to try harder to resist the strong desire to cuss + fuss when folk dare to speak to me 'bout an "at-ti-tude" like they have no.clue injustice will tick a soul off.

instead, i pray to shake the frustration off and press on, as we head on into...


Friday, June 20, 2014

we war not against the flesh...


this image puts me in stitches 'cause it's pure comedy.

i noticed folk imploring Mr. BO to give a little Love to the Blessed Blacks in the last two years of his lame duckness...

like they don't know who is really running thangs.

like they missed key memos re:  who folk in high places in the U.S of A really serve.

it goes beyond the Black and the White, too.  for those that remain on lower levels, vibrating up a storm;)

all the same...

come what may, i will take it back to Him/His Word.

this is my prayer for humanity.

do i ever just worry about myself?

someone demanded rudely to know.


a lot.

this is why the accusations of being self centered + some mo' fly;)

which is fine.

through it all though, i still like to pray for others.  as such, i pray that Almighty has mercy on all of our souls.  that He/His Word, daily, pricks U.S. in the Spirit and compel U.S. to Him/His Word. 



KJV Ephesians 6:12 - For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.


'cause you know folk wrote a song about it...

listen and know precisely how i feel about all of it:

hold up.

let me say this Right quick for the super Christians that can't wait to accuse me of cussing folk out one post then speaking Scriptures the next.

please know:

if it were my job, i would go make folk change the lyrics to their artistic expression.

since it is not my job + we are all grown + they still have a right to their point of view...

i will play the song.


when i play the song, rather than standing up blasting from my own mouth...

folk best believe He is Real.

on the testimony front for right now.


we war not against the flesh + by His Spirit the Victory won.  so if His Word is the Sword of the Spirit...

then yep the Law Givers have got to Stand and Give it to the nations.

fight the power, in the Spirit, if you will...

would double up to drive home the point but will stop here.

for now.

much to do with so little time, it seems;)

working overtime to remain focused on Him/His Word, praying without ceasing, sealing all prayers with some KJV Psalm 54 action for His/my enemies.

Believing fully those of US with Him/His Word got the Victory.    'cause that's what's written and He is not a man that He should lie.  that's what it is, as we head on into...


midnight brain drain...

    "whether or not storms come, we cannot choosebut where we stare during a storm, that we can."
from fearless by Max Lucado...


nugget above jumped out at me earlier today.

thought i would share.  hope it blesses the next soul as much as it blessed me.

switching gears...

the following Scripture has been on my mind a lot lately.

it is what resonates as i look around.  the following Universal Law speaks to a certain group of people.  

who are these people?



KJV Deuteronomy 28:47-50, 52-55

47   Because thou servedst not the Sovereign thy Almighty with joyfulness, and with gladness of heart, for the abundance of all things;

48   Therefore shalt thou serve thine enemies which the Sovereign shall send against thee, in hunger and in thirst, and in nakedness, and want of all things: and he shall put a yoke of iron upon thy neck, until he have destroyed thee.

49   The Sovereign shall bring a nation against thee from far, from the end of the earth, as swift as the eagle flieth; a nation whose tongue thou shalt not understand;

50   A nation of fierce countenance, which shall not regard the person of the old, nor shew favor to the young: 

52   And he shall besiege thee in all thy gates...

53   ...and in the straitness, wherewith thine enemies shall distress thee;

54  So that the man that is tender among you, and very delicate, his eye shall be evil toward his brother, and toward the wife o his bosom, and toward the remnant of his children which he shall leave:

55  So that he will not give to any of them of the flesh of his children whom he shall eat:  because he hath nothing left him in the siege, and in the straitness, wherewith thine enemies shall distress thee in all thy gates. 


i pray folk will take note of why these people are being punished.  it has nothing to do with color.

as i navigate a hostile world...

some days it is hard not to see that one deals not only with racism, but with an intra racial hostility among Blessed Blacks.

it is thinly veiled most days, but there nevertheless.

this past weekend, it was White men that reminded folk of the "ladies first" rule.  while the Black men being reminded sought to plant themselves in their "rightful" positions...

right in front of me.  as if they could not see me.

i felt thankful for the ladies first White men reminders.  while i also, simultaneously, felt annoyed at the need for folk to be reminded.

familiarity that breeds contempt.

when this is framed by the Law..

it makes more sense.  + folk have no choice but to see it coming from both sides.  Black women do the same thing. though more ride so hard for Black men without reciprocity on any level; they are clearly the ride AND die ones.

others truly hate Black men...a by product of all the hurt/hatred some Black men feel entitled to heap on Blessed Black women.  especially if she is Black like him, in quite a few sad cases.  i pray to never get there, come what may.   

seen it on both sides of the gender coin, really.  which is why i say, in the battle of the sexes- humanity...


that's for all colors.

i pray the Blessed Blacks wise + wake up.


all of U.S.  and since it is written that we shall...

i AM hopeful + encouraged;) 



KJV Deuteronomy 28:56-57  

56  The tender and delicate woman among you which would not adventure to set the sole of her foot upon the ground for delicateness and tenderness, her eye shall be evil toward the husband of her bosom, and toward her son, and toward her daughter.

57   And toward her young one that cometh out from between her feet, and toward her children which she shall bear:  for she shall eat them for want of all things secretly in the siege and straitness, wherewith thine enemy shall distress thee in thy gates.


who are these people that fit this description?

midnight brain drain, random thoughts, and the back story on the familiarity that breeds contempt...

as we head on into...



Wednesday, June 18, 2014

spiritual war on the saints...

note:  started the re-vamp of this draft back on the 12th.  needed to wise up in Him though.  some more.  stood still 'til He said Stand and Speak.

it is wise to stay prayed up...especially, in these last days, it seems.  this last week has taught me that all too well. 

at least according to all signs that i can see.

the rest is a Faith walk.

while the program keeps programming...

urging folk to forget what is written.

surely they are too smart to believe a book of "fairy tales"?

just overlook the fact that it is all unfolding... 

in Messiah's Name, i pray, that each of us will be able to better hear His Voice amidst all the noise.  look to Him/His Word to carry US through it all.  help US discern the snakes and wolves dressed as sheep...while we prepare for and wait for that day.  which no one knows the day, time nor hour.

it might look a bit different to others from their vantage point, but essentially, we are all facing the same spiritual wickedness in high places.

it is my prayer that we will all be ready.

even Messiah said it.  in the same passage that better explains- think not that He came to bring Peace. 


KJV Matthew 24:30-36, 42

30   And then shall appear the sign of the Son of man in heaven:  and then shall all the tribes of the earth mourn, and they shall see the Son of man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory.


folk rushing His return?  i am guilty at times;( 

it is written we should not do that..despite how tempting it can be when one sees clearly what is happening around US.

then there's the fake version of His coming that is scheduled.


it is my prayer that we are all ready.

my posts are never coming from a place of judgment.

who would i be?

they are simply the observations and His Word as i look around.  He said to Speak on it, boldly...

Mighty forces would come to my aid.  i Believe Him over all i think i see.



KJV Revelation 12: 9-11

9   And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world:  he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.

10 And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength and the kingdom of our Almighty, and the power of his Messiah:  for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our Almighty day and night.

11  And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.


i.can't stop.won't stop.

come what may... despite what folk think or say;)

please know there is much devilry underway, day by day, 'round this way.  lol + grrr....

then back to lol.  it's all Good for those that Love Him.  that' what's written.  that's what's Real.   

that said- switching gears Right quick...




this past weekend highlighted the importance of the unstoppable unit imaged above.

in the absence of this done well and in keeping with Him/His Word...

only He/His Word can heal what's left, in more cases than not.

i AM a witness.  

it saddens me to see the family unit breakdown all the way around;( 

all colors. 

all of humanity is now getting the same slave breaking treatment that has "traditionally" been reserved for those deemed to be the least among us. 

the Blessed Blacks.  we typically get things first...

then all of humanity got next.

if one pays attention to the treatment of women in the media, it is hard to miss the Saartjie/Sarah Baartman remix for womankind.  

it is a bit horrifying when coupled with leggings sans tunics in public places;(


ladies, we can shut it down.   that is relevant to all colors, too.

seems as Good a time as any to speak to what His Chosen Mighty Ones are called to do.

considering it is doing what we are Called to do that makes US Chosen- an invitation open to all.  i give Messiah the Praise!  He sent me...

the least likely.

i AM bound to call it:



KJV Genesis 49: 8-10 

8   Judah, thou art he whom thy brethren shall praise, thy hand shall be in the neck of thine enemies; thy father's children shall bow down before thee.

9   Judah is a lion's whelp:  from the prey, my son, thou art gone up:  he stooped down, he couched as a lion, and as an old lion; who shall rouse him up?

10  The sceptre shall not depart from Judah, nor a lawgiver from between his feet, until Shiloh come; and unto him shall the gathering of the people be.


it appears there's uncertainty as to why a well established white supremacist would back pedal away from telling the Truth about Khazars or Ashkenazi Jews.

i'm not that smart..but i get it.

on some level at least.

setting aside the fact that telling the Truth or appearing to be an anti- Semite= big problems.  folk will play with your money and pretty much everything else if you cross the Jewish drawn and mob style enforced line- drawn for the so calld goy.. 

anti Semite. 

not to be confused with being anti Shemite, 'cause that's American "tradition"...

tell the Truth 'bout those pretending to be the folk described above in Scriptures and it begets the question:

who are the Law Givers described above in Torah?   who are those people?

those that know Torah surely must have already had these convos with themselves?  all that intelligence yet no soul has managed to have a "wait a minute!" moment?

i will not ever believe that. 

it resonates more as a Psalm 83 prolonged moment that most find themselves on pause in.

or do they just skip great portions of the Law and pray that Almighty will as well? 


here's what i do get + know: 

i would prefer folk that feverishly back pedal, over folk that say they know the Law/Torah, yet won't come right out and call things what they are.  give some testimony, as we are called to do.    or at the very least, not show up talking 'bout disbanding tribes and such.  how does one suggest going about that? 

waxing poetic 'bout how folk should not pay for the sins of others.  like it is fair humanity mitigates original sin, which none of US committed.  while reserving the right to post up articles calling Blessed Black folk as described here:


KJV Genesis 15:13-14

13   And he said unto Abram, Know of a surety that thy seed shall be a stranger in a land that is not theirs, and shall serve them; and they shall afflict them four hundred years;

14   And also that nation, whom they shall serve, will I judge:  and afterward shall they come out with great substance.



to be fair, said racist articles are written by other folk. 

which doesn't really change things all that much for me.  post 'em then get all silent..

and you might as well have written 'em.  

silence = being perceived as consent and all.

folk have the right to do it.  i, too, have the right to speak on it and let the chips fall where they may.

i will stand with ya when you speaking Truth.  will even take up for ya, despite the articles posted that lend support to the "hates women" accusations.  

i do have dramatic tendencies....

but come on now. 


i respect David Duke.  at least he is consistent + not even trying to pretend.  respect HM as well.  David Duke is just more straight up, white is right, Gentile with his.   at first glance, it appeared just telling it was the route.  then he felt some anti Semite, not to be confused with anti- Shemite presence.  no doubt.  one can't call it without getting swarmed with a vengeance;)   

being from the south and all, i appreciate David Duke type white folk.  they are entitled to Love whites.  that's healthy.  we all need balance in some area i how i view their doing too much moments.  lol.   it doesn't even bother me when folk want to separate.  looking at a loooong, bloody history of not playing well with others of any color...

i gots no problems with the concept;)  they will be killing each other shortly while calling others "savages";(  that's a joke, so don't get mad;)

white supremacy that spills over onto others= all bad.  that's where i draw the line.  it spilling out on others = exactly what time it is right now with these folk running the horror show inverted to be the best thing ever.  in these days where we call what is evil...good.  and vice versa. 

be is not only Jewish people either.  please know the message is not about hating Jewish people.  that i get there are Good decent Jewish folk that would never even begin to hurt another.  when i speak on what it is...i speak more to what is happening to humanity by a few of all colors.  though those sitting at the very top are white.  i didn't make it that way.  so why my calling it makes me "racist" is beyond me.  

there are those that appear to need to covet the white supremacy"tradition" 'til the very end.  and they are Real clear with that.  this is why Duke and those like him, can back pedal and pretend that what is...


'til Shiloh come, if they want to. 

though for sure, i pray not in Messiah's Name.  in the Mighty Name of Yahushua Messiah aka Jesus Christ throughout the world, i pray that none be lost;)

white supremacy trumps the Truth all day, in this great Christian nation...that is controlled by non Torah Jews.



the decent Torah Jews would do well to stand up and call it, too.   evil doesn't really like ya'll all that much either, if one pays attention to history at all.  truly this is a historical humanity project, His People/ My People.  dating back to antiquity really.  though most don't think that far back with it.  this is why i say i am old.  lol.  ancient. 

gotta go back to get to the future.  chillin' on the brand new opens things up for me  i am Grateful to Him always..

this great Christian nation clearly does not do New Testament Bible so much, either.  

we all fall short, but dang;)  how much anti-humanity must one quietly overlook in order to get along? 

lol+ ;(

for some reason, the way that statement came out cracked me up.  no laughing matter the subject, so i try hard to find a way to laugh.   Believing that Almighty has it all together.

i should also say, that while i don't agree with some of what HM writes...

he does post some Truths.

KJV Psalm 83 tendencies, i call out and overlook.  focusing on the big picture these days as much as possible.  none of US are perfect.  neither must we all agree on everything.  not interested to quibble over details clearly addressed in the Law.  as it relates to true Yahudah/Judah and the synagogue set, who in defeated boldness, rush the throne.  on that point, HM and i are in agreement.  that's a solid intersection for me;) 

Messiah called them "synagogue of satan, which say they are Hebrews/Jews, and are not"...

issues with what's written get filed under personal business.

though to be clear, i don't seek to offend.  there is no profit in that.  it is difficult for me to pattycake when folk come with clotheslines, uppercuts and body shots.  all nicety of course.  lol. 

nevertheless, this is Almighty's battle and He/His Word has already addressed all that is needed to be known.

His Word is final Word- permanent with a Heavenly kiss- sealed in the Universe + on earth, in Messiah's Name.



back to the beautiful pics briefly...

   i just Love these wooley haired Blessed Black babes. they remind me of children  i have known in my life.  so .cute.   all grown up now.  i could post a grip of pics and have a blast doing it..  lol! yet i restrain myself in the interest of focus and getting things done today.  i will only post a very few, praying they make someone else smile like crazy, too.

the pics are so Beautiful.

why are others so threatened when we celebrate ourselves, as a nation, rather than others..for a change?  

Love these pics also:


they make me smile + feed my motivation to keep Standing Strong...

much would be simpler if they always remained this age, come to think of it;)   who can be accused of emasculating a baby? 

i could devote too much time to displaying all the beautiful tribes in pics.

but i won't.

suffice it to say, He does Good work all the way around.  all colors, all people are beautiful to Almighty's Glory. 

to celebrate Blessed Blackness takes no thing away from any other nation. 

 no strife.    

what's the point of it really?

it is time to cut that out all the way around, in all the different variations of human family. 

at least that's what it seems to me. 

it is my prayer to better walk in the spirit, bearing fruits of the spirit, on this spiritual battleground.

knowing and truly seeing that by His Spirit is the Victory won +  it is all about Love, KJV Galatians 3:28-29 style- One Love for ALL humanity.

this is what it appears to we head on into...


Thursday, June 5, 2014

praying + working to be Blessed...


KJV Psalm 1:1-2

1   Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ung-dly, nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful.

2   But his delight is in the Law of the Sovereign; and in His Law doth he meditate day and night.



perceived as pppests...not so much wise counsel...

i AM a johnny come lately to facebook and all social media. 

on purpose.

if it were not a means to an end...

one would never find me there at all.

lately, time has found me utterly fascinated by the blatant psych op/religious program on full display there.  was reminded in a business conference call yesterday about wisely managing one's time enroute to success.

i AM thankful for this Gospel truth;)

having said that, let me now say this:

all of the nonstop verbal "input", for the most part resonates as pppesky pests more so than wise counsel or help.  though i acknowledge + appreciate the Good souls that are doing the best they can with the knowledge/info they have.  it should be said that constantly speaking life into fear, depression, etc in the big picture, is harnessed for the defeated side in this nonstop spiritual warfare.  i feel it on all levels and spiritually war mightily against it.  

words are powerful. 

so why bombard a soul with what has been "diagnosed" that they must overcome?  i find it more spiritual fruit inducing aka irritating/invitation to in the flesh shut it down than anything else.  yet, i press on.

heads up:  i will be hitting the block button going forward.  doesn't mean i am cutting anyone off or hate them.  it will simply be an effort to turn down the noise. 

if only folk knew how unafraid i truly am...they would go ahead and cut that on out.  i AM cautious because i don't know who my friends are frankly.  folk know where i live, my email, my mailing address, my phone number, my bank account numbers, my social security number, blood type, etc  and still won't extend a hand nor encouraging word in Real life, as a follower of Messiah.  it is facebook, linked in, twitter - the enemy's playground- or nothing.  while challenging me to be Love in the face of such cowardice/no Love.  so folk will need to pray for greater Understanding as to why i am not rushing anywhere with anyone at this point in the game.

folk invading my privacy then presuming to diagnose from afar that which they are unqualified to diagnose- for they lack sufficient information= pests moreso than wise counsel.  not to mention they lack the proper credentials and training to diagnose me for the most part.  those with the proper credentials and training would have no choice but to acknowledge that they would need more information before reaching a conclusion.  who worth their salt goes around diagnosing non-patients?  with insufficient information at that?

suffice it to say...

i AM pleased beyond measure that i truly do nothave not ever really cared too much about meddling in other folks' personal business.  which is what others think of me would be...their personal business.

the only One that matters to me is Almighty at this point.  He is the only one that i can truly count on.  those He sends to assist, do so because of Him...not me.  clearly.  'cause folk will watch me and think only to name call.  

the fiery darts and the judas kisses do not alarm nor surprise.  He already gave me a heads up that my greatest enemies would hail from my own house.  this is solid Truth on all levels.  my house, my tribe, my gender, from all sides the betrayals come...


so let's get it.

'cause i have no intentions to quit it- the Be a Blessing to Humanity Project, that is.  folk hated my Father, my Messiah first and He, unlike me or perfect.

He is the only judge that can do it fairly and well.  for only He has all the information needed to judge righteously.  everyone else can only decide if they wish to stay tuned or tune out.  be a friend or peace out.  whatever they choose i pray they are Abundantly Blessed in their choices.  sincerely.  from my heart and soul i speak.

here's where i AM Right now as i seek His Face, daily, and to do what He has called me to do.  on a hard press, uphill:


KJV Job 13:1-3, 13-19

1   Lo, mine eye hath seen all this, mine ear hath heard and understood it.

2   What ye know, the same do I know also:  I am not inferior unto you.  

3   Surely I would speak to the Almighty, and I desire to reason with Almighty. 

13  Hold your peace, let me alone, that I may speak, and let come on me what will.

14  Wherefore do I take my flesh in my teeth, and put my life in mine hand?

15  Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him, but I will maintain my own ways before him.  

16  He also shall be my salvation:  for an hypocrite shall not come before him.

17  Hear diligently my speech, my declaration with your ears.

18  Behold now, I have ordered my cause;  I know that I shall be justified.  

19  Who is he that will plead with me?  for now, if I hold my tongue, I shall give up the ghost.



it is written that there is safety in a multitude of counselors.  where there is no counsel the people fall.
the key is for it to be wise counsel.  if folk truly know Him/His Word, why are folk so afraid to help me?  speak to me?  come Right out and support me, directly?  why are His tippy toeing around in the shadows?  popping yang with a mad side line, bench warming, ssshh! game?  talking grimey right in my face where i can hear? 

when i see that folk are content to shout comments at me, from the side lines while running down their unsolicited credentials...

while acting as if they are without sin...

pretending that for me to say that i am unworthy + in awe of the Goodness of Yah Almighty's Mercy and Grace = low self esteem or indicative of an inferiority complex.

these same.ones. will howl looong + hard 'bout "arrogance" and the "need for humility" when i say Boldly that I.AM.THAT.ONE.

'cause He told + showed me.

and if folk asked me why i put that phrase in all caps, i wouldn't snap.  i would explain that i was deliberately shouting.  whereas in other places, i cap certain words because i haven't taken the time to figure out how to bold face for emphasis;)  if asked and i had no clue..i'd simply say that, too.

yep.  i am not looking to please people.

also, let me put things in context. what i mean when i say that i am not worthy + don't deserve His Goodness, for those that erroneously think they know:


Proverbs 64: 6- But we are all as an unclean thing, and all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags; and we all do fade as a leaf; and our iniquities, like the wind, have taken us away.


maybe other folk think they are exempted from that we are all Universal Law? 

maybe other folk think they deserve something else besides hell? 

however, that is not my testimony. 

i stand in awe of the Goodness of Almighty.  in tears and awe of His Son, my Messiah, dying for my sins that i might be forgiven for my sins- when He didn't have to do it.

so folk that seek to get things twisted all up + confused are well within their rights. 

personal business. 

my focus and i pray it is the focus of ALL His People/my people, in these sinful, distracting, blatantly wicked end times...

is to be about my Father's business. 

working the best i know how,  with what i have now; to manifest the Vision He was kind enough to give to me.  Believing in Faith that it is already done + won.  as we head on into...