Tuesday, October 28, 2014

all i can do is pray..

it feels like there is something, more, i'm supposed to say...

so i keep sitting to write, each night.

though nothing seems to be coming out quite Right.

what did manage to come out, got saved to draft.

or it is still stored in my Spirit + head.

a wise man told me once to go to bed...

when i had done all i could do + said all that could be said.

it's been a long day.

i've had much to do + say.

yet, still didn't accomplish/convey all that He has put on my heart.


all i can do is pray.

i Love that Messiah is teaching folk how it is done here:



KJV Matthew 6:9-13

9   Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.

10  Thy kingdom come.  Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.  

11  Give us this day our daily bread.  

12  And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.  

13  And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil:  For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever.  Amein.


the pic above blesses me.

menfolk in that position + who will get up and serve Yah/ handle biz like it is no joke= what time it is.

confession:  i got a little stuck on the these last days post(s) for the menfolk.

i will get it done, though. 

it's just that Blessed Black men been on the last nerve.  + you know how when you really Love folk, they can get under your skin the worst?


about that.

then there is this that keeps me in check:


KJV Matthew 6: 14-15  

14  For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:

15  But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive trespasses.


despite feeling like it is all falling on deaf ears.

or eliciting mockery + jeers...

i will persist.

it is not easy speaking to folk that seem hell bent on their desire to not hear.

+ it seems i have said all this before.  

on some level, it seems that folk have made little mini deals with the devil.

so they have to give a kind word before they try to kick my teeth in with bold faced lies/insults.

a wise soul posed the question:  how do i know these souls are not trying to make me a better person?

i don't know that.

what i do know is it does not resonate with me that way.

semi-quietly managing my ire + holding back my inner fire=

no small feat.

this is how i know Yah is Real.

'cause the way things have been shaking out is just not me. 

but what's written is what's written...

so all i can do for now is pray.

fuss + cuss less today than i did,  in my head + out loud, yesterday.

refuse to allow folk/obstacles to get in the way of my Peace.

holding fast to my crown.  praying without ceasing that all souls know this is how we are all called to get down.  epic Faith walking it out.  knowing that He/His Word will turn all this around to the Good, as we press on + head on into...


No comments: