momma said...

momma said...

keep your grass cut, so you can see the snakes...among other priceless gems.  take no wooden nickels...fat meat is greasy...a hard head makes a soft behind.  really, i could go on and on.  she was chock full of such old school wisdom nuggets.  in retrospect, i wish i were wiser and better able to understand while she was here.  still working on that aspect of things.  still working to accept that things are as they should be...

it has been a year and ten days since you left Momma. 

you were my anchor.  my rock.  my everything.  i miss you dreadfully.  daily.  still trying to understand why/when we locked our sag and taurus horns...and more importantly, why we could never quite UNlock them.      

in the last year and ten days, it has been my task to remember to breathe, get back up...shake it off...and re-commit to moving forward...powerfully.  actually doing this has been more than a notion.  i had myself convinced that you would not leave until i had all that i needed from you...it seems that i still need you; yet you are not here.  i am wrestling with acceptance.  anger.  regret.  prayed long ago to never have occasion to look into the cold face of...regret.  yet, here i am.  should have been wiser than to declare 'never'.

i understand better now why we are not to seek out nor listen to soothsayers.  i did this once when very young.  not sure if i knew better or was being rebellious.  (which is equivalent to witchcraft according to Scriptures.)  nevertheless, time found me listening to a psychic/palm reader.  as clear as day, she informed me that the women in my family live a looong time.  i believed that...and treated things as though i had all the time in the world to address matters.  not so.

even in your departure, my first teacher and love---you continue to teach me.  in your passing on, you taught and continue to teach me to live intentionally and meaningfully.  all of my life you have encouraged me to write.  i will.  the journal you sent years ago has carried me through those days that were too dark to bother getting dressed.  the book you sent to me, years ago, has taught me in these days of tested to limits emotional discipline.  thank you.       

the image above you sent to me back in 2008.  my thoughts were in other places at that time, as seen here http://focusedpurpose.blogspot.com/2008/03/power-of-tears.html  the image best captures my reflection for many a day in the last year.  as i have struggled to write this post---i really had to push myself.  when i sat to write on the anniversary of your passing, the love police felt safer.  after wrestling and your nudge here i am. you know, i feel your presence.  others as well. for a long time i have felt my ancestors' presence.  i am thankful.

one sentiment remains the same, through it all... i love you and always will Momma.  may you know only peace and His presence.  i am working to make sure that my good outweighs my bad...to be a part of the solution and not the problem...

Almighty awakened me after you left, in a mighty way.  i remember our last conversation and hold it in my heart.  please know that i get it...now more than ever.  i love you Momma.  i pray you rest peacefully...   

 
ONE Love~ ONE People~ ONE Mind...release heaven to earth...Matthew 6:9-13...ONE Voice, Now!   

the LOVE police...may many mighty ones peacefully form...in ALL corners of the earth...NOW!;)

so...i decided to take a moment and view this video today.  an answer to a prayer in and of itself.   since a child, my fervent prayer has been for Almighty to slow me down.   

in this period of Wisdom, Renewal, Moderation, Success, Victory, and Justice of mine; i definitely feel a greater Understanding of Patience being the companion of Wisdom.  i pray for an even temperament as i struggle to soften the bite of my delivery.  behind the bite is immense passion, love and righteous indignation...now that the Almighty has seen fit to waken and activate me in a way that awes me, and keeps me in a perpetual place of gratitude. 

it is my sincere prayer that this space He has led me to create, becomes a vessel/ministry to His Almighty glory.  may it shine as a light, with other like spirited and minded souls, to help this dark and dying world.  the Good News is...we the children of Almighty have no reason to fear.  Psalm 27:1-The Sovereign is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear?  The Sovereign is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?  we need only Love Almighty and each other with all of our hearts.  Obey Him as He specifies in His Word.  if one pays attention, they will notice that the theme of obey runs throughout all of the messages that we are bombarded with non stop daily.  i will remind myself to post more on that mere observation at another time, Almighty willing, lest i am boastful.   

middle ground/lukewarmity has a rapidly approaching expiration date.  Almighty doesn't allow lukewarm behavior.  as quiet as it is kept...neither does the enemy to our souls.  hence the nonstop bombardment of noise, distractions, shiny things, etc. 

if you are not familiar with brasscheck tv...get familiar.  they are seriously shining light on hidden truths.  http://www.brasschecktv.com  they are the inspiration for this post today.  share it far and wide as they like to say...this is my contribution to the spread of Love in the Universe.  Love conquers hate.

Ps...the whole world will not be destroyed...the wicked doers will be plucked out.  those seeking to do violence will have more than they bargained for.  this battle is of the spiritual variety, as it is written. 

i think we can all agree that it is evil to enslave and oppress folks just because you can.   there are quite a few Scriptures that tell folks intent on being evil what they may look forward to for their efforts.  we inhabit a realm where folks can/do get stuck on stupid as a result of fancying themselves of greater intelligence than their Creator, the Almighty.  i will continue to pray for those in positions to impact the lives of the masses.  i believe in the power of prayer.  Almighty wants that none of us be lost, so that is what i want as well.  Proverbs 2:22-But the wicked shall be cut off from the earth, and the transgressors shall be rooted out of it.  maybe its just me...but that does not sound like the business.  on my best day, i fail repeatedly to worthy of salvation.  i am eternally grateful for the gift of Yahushua Messiah who paid for my sins.  John 3:16 For G-d so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. 

thank you Natalie M  for suggesting i add Scriptures to my powerful words.  though i was angered during our exchange, i heard you...and was blessed abundantly.  Psalm 83 allows me to forgive you and all other nations that sit back and watch the children of Judah struggle without speaking up, out and against the injustice.  with each passing day, i am hopeful and walking in the faith that America, my abusive mother that i love no matter what, will manage to be the land of the brave here soon. 

i am not worried about the whole land of free aspect...the tape runs out on the evil movie that we all find ourselves starring in...i am not fooled.  praise Yahweh Almighty, we win!  i pray we are all ready, watchful and prayerful when He returns.  all signs indicate the end times are upon us.  i for one am happy to see it.  i prayed for it as a little girl.  i used to think i was here outside of my will, power and control...today, i realize, i am here by divine purpose and on a mission.  one that i volunteered for, was created for and born onto the winning team.   the spiritual family blessing is just a double heaping of favor.  thank you Almighty!  lol!  it is liberating indeed to know the Truth.  may all awake to it soon.  love police units all over!    to my brothers that got the party started on this video, i stand in agreement and send you prayers that you might stand steadfastly.

ONE Love~ ONE People~ ONE Mind...Release heaven to earth...Matthew 6:9-13...ONE Voice, Now!

Congo is here...in many different forms...affecting ALL

years ago at Shecodes' blog we discussed this impending upcoming event.  if one pays attention the wrath is engulfing the world.  the set up/snare is happening incrementally yet steadily.  if one pays attention they can see immoral 'art'/entertainment become the reality.  this is how the non stop devilish morality onslaught is justified, right?  it is just entertainment...why so overtly sexual and increasingly violent?  sex sells...sex sells, what?  you know. 

that's usually how conversations that challenge the status quo sex cult-ure script end. 

years ago, i told someone that rape would not be afforded any serious consideration...until it became an issue that men needed to take seriously.  watch the signs folks. 

for years now many straight men have behaved like true jokas, wankstas, wanna be pimps and gangstas.  when this jacked up behavior is directed at women...one routinely gets snickers if the topic is broached.  even from the so called spiritually evolved and enlightened set.  this happened recently in my journey.  i had to break it all down and lead it back to why men should be concerned when the women and children around them are being degraded, dehumanized, and exploited sexually.  of course, i had to bring it all back to them and how it directly affects their behinds.  literally.

look back and see that rape and pimp cult-ure has been heavily promoted to heterosexual communities- all colors.

articles like the one below is usually met with folks snickering and finding all kinds of disparaging and degrading words for the brutalized women (and girls) involved.

notice it is usually the ones pretending to care so much that do the most damage.  consummate wolves in sheep clothing...duality as well, which seems to be the prevailing theme these days in all things.

http://news.antiwar.com/2013/05/15/military-sex-abuse-prevention-official-ran-on-base-prostitution-ring/

in keeping with the how this trend directly affects your behind conversation i had not too long ago, i explained that porn is gay...at its very root.  many heterosexual men are being primed for the flip.  if anyone is familiar with that term.

because of my love of a certain type of gay man, i have learned that flipping straight men is the cat's meow.  kindda like straight men tricking a woman that doesn't want to be involved in his dirt to be involved- despite there being many dirty women that will do dirt with them for the love of...dirt.  lol.  the straight man  snickers and is off to the next one.  they even got theme songs for the straight men behaving like gay men with women.  lol. 

gay men play the same game with straight men.  as quiet as it is kept, women's husbands turning up with boyfriend(s) is the flip at play some of these times.  though the official closeted gay man narrative is more palatable for most.  it is a great time to bash men for being cowards, selfish, etc.  one would not see him as a turned out victim, right?  not that comfortable to think about.  in fact, the truth seems  too scary for both men and women.  time to get fearless folks...the Truth is crazier than anybody's fiction.  know this.  being afraid won't stop the onslaught.  Proverbs 28:1...the righteous are bold as a lion. 

isn't a homosexual someone that is unable to establish lasting intimate bonds with folks of the opposite sex?  i know a lot of straight homos.  get it?  lol.  the genius is sheer wickedness.  the serpent stays busy and is indeed a subtil creature.

http://henrymakow.com/2013/05/more-men-than-women-are-raped.html

full circle moment...i think once this trend spills out of the prisons and military into the general population---and it will; i think just maybe rape might be afforded more serious consideration.  but then again...maybe not. 

it seems this  is what happens whenever folks try to sound the alarm.  remember, sounding the rape cult-ure alarm was his greater message.

here we see it happening again. 

what is one to do?  it is time to clean our spiritual houses.  i am not trying to convert anyone to anything.   all i can share is the information as it is revealed to me.  please know that all signs indicate the shift is imminent.  only those standing in Truth and Love will be able to withstand the upcoming storm.  Passover features prominently in this equation...

Scriptures are clear about homosexuality.  it is also very clear about all the things Almighty hates.  it has long irked me that heterosexuals will try to deplank the eyes of homos before ever considering all of the rampant moral violations committed by heteros.  those unfamiliar may go to Proverbs 6:16-23.  you got the problem and the solution right there.

ONE Love~ ONE People~ ONE Mind...release heaven to earth...Matthew 6:9-13 ONE Voice, Now!

Freedom...take 2...this time with beautiful visuals...may the sleeping nation AWAKE

 i WILL stand...Yahweh Almighty has the rest...

ONE Love~ ONE People~ ONE Mind...release heaven to earth...Matthew 6:9-13...ONE Voice, now!

this is my heartfelt prayer...in a song

began this day in a place of great praise.  still feel that way...also have in my heart this prayer in song form. 

Yolanda Adams' music has blessed me for years.  as the scales fall from my eyes and my spirit is awakened...she continues to be used to minister to me. 

walking back through my blog archives and journals...introspective...in search of next leg of journey clues (history always hold such clues for me) i realize that these are things that i actively pray to be released from- anything that displeases Him. 

Shecodes, back in the day gave me another nugget...she wisely indicated in one of our convos that folks must feel the love one holds for them.  looking back through my blog, it occurs to me that having killed the mythical strong black woman- i am now free of the ruthless, hard, direct shell as well.  by nature, i am a soft, trusting, loving, loyal woman.  daily, despite the openly wicked hostile rape culture environment...with hard earned wisdom and discernment, i will choose to be what i am created to be...a soft woman.  i resist and steadfastly refuse the traditional racist stereotyped and socially re-engineered version that is only profitable to those lying defeated satan baby agents that hate me...due to who i am and my promise from Most High.

side note:  Shecodes, other bloggers, and i back in the day spoke of Congo hitting the shores of the US.  am i the only one noticing that Congo is here?   maybe because it looks a bit different folks are not taking note to the extent that they will just yet?  ok...back on topic...      

going forward...may only fruits of the spirit shine through my words.  this is my prayer.  anything else is all me and i pray that He will take that away.   as i write for my life, sanity, salvation and freedom- i pray that all that happen into this space know that nothing i write is ever to promote division, distrust, hate, violence, or any other wickedness.  the world has enough voices to that end. 

i write that as the books of Revelation unfold real time, maybe in some way i can minimize the numbers as world history of humanity repeats itself.  Luke 17:26-27 And as it was in the days of Noah, so shall it be also in the days of the Son of man.  They did eat, they drank, they married wives, they were given in marriage, until the day that Noah entered into the ark, and the flood came, and destroyed them all. 

reading further i am reminded in Luke 17:33-whosoever shall seek to save his life shall lose it; and whosoever shall lose his life shall perserve it.  

funny how that Scripture takes me right to my favorite Audre Lorde quote of all time, " and when we speak we are afraid our words will not be heard nor welcomed.  but when we are silent we are still afraid.  so it is better to speak remembering we were never meant to survive."

helps me in this time of fear, distrust, and uncertainty which the whole world faces.  unless folks are sound asleep and haven't noticed. 

i have learned recently that all energy is harnessed...whether we are conscious of this or not.  it is happening all the time around us.  it is truly all truth when Nikola Tesla observed 'if you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency, and vibration.' 

my release to blog has found me starting from a spiritual basis with purpose.  i am not sure how those that choose to worship themselves and other idols plan to get through this storm and shift.  i make no judgments...their spiritual well being during a time of heightened spiritual warfare is truly their personal business.  i pray that we all work out our salvation with fear and trembling....taking it really serious, despite all the noise and distractions.  this blog gives my testimony.  it is not my focus nor purpose to try to convert anyone.  it is not even within my power to do that, i believe.  all those that come to Him, do so at His compelling...as it is written.

ONE Love~ ONE People~ ONE Mind...release heaven to earth...Matthew 6: 9-13 ONE Voice, Now!

Incredible Praise for an Incredible Mighty One!

on this sabbath, day of rest and praise to Almighty, i share this song that touches my heart and truly expresses the gratitude i feel for Almighty Yahweh.   the Almighty of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob...that led us out of bondage before and will do it again...as it is written.  my heart is full of praise! 

may the house of Israel awake... Genesis 15: 13-14:  And he said unto Abram, Know of a surety that thy seed shall be a stranger in a land that is not theirs, and shall serve them; and they shall afflict them four hundred years; And also that nation, whom they shall serve, will I judge: and afterward shall they come out with great substance.

this would be a great segway into how's THAT for a rich ancient heritage and culture?  so those that clearly see a need for culture are effectively wheel spinning if they are attempting to make up their own, imho.  to each their own however...

much of what we see happening around us---if we have eyes and ears to truly see---is simply the wrath lining up.  only the wicked should be worried, really.  the liars and keepers of the lies would have Almighty's sleeping people up in arms and in a panic.  Luke 21:36- Men's hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth:  for the powers of heaven shall be shaken. 

this is contrary/disobedient to the Word of Almighty.  essentially the whole world accuses Almighty of being a liar.  then the pr, fair/balanced/truth dispersing media and mind bending occurs to get us all to agree with and obey that damned agenda.  if one pays attention...one would have no choice but to see that "obey" is a prominent theme.  Proverbs 18:10 i choose to obey that;)

signs and symbols rule the universe.  i will leave it there and go back to my praise of Him on this sabbath day i was blessed to see and have breath to give Him praise.  only He is worthy of such praise!  keeping my eye on the prize...


ONE Love~ ONE People~ ONE Mind...release heaven to earth...Matthew 6: 9-13...ONE Voice, Now!

pssst....folks are telling it...time to wake up

http://www.timesfreepress.com/news/2011/apr/07/cleaveland-why-civil-war-didnt-end-slavery/

excerpt from the Constitution of the United States of America folks...

amendment XIII section 1.
neither slavery nor involuntary servitude, except as punishment for crime...

we all can see the problem.   it is the solution that appears to escape us.  so here it is...please know that ALL may be His people.  it is not about color but the spirit...   


2 Chronicles 7:14- if my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways; then will i hear from heaven, and will heal their land.

2 Chronicles 7:17-18 and as for thee, if thou wilt walk before me, as David thy father walked, and do according to all that i have commanded thee, and shalt observe my statutes and my judgments.  then will i stablish the throne of thy kingdom, according as i have covenanted with David thy father...

ONE Love~ ONE People~ One Mind...release heaven to earth...Matthew 6:9-13...One Voice, now!

folks better believe the police state/one world government is real

 

 

ONE Love~ ONE People~ ONE Mind...release heaven to earth...Matthew 6:9-13 in ONE Voice, now!

why...indeed...

   why?  because it is big business and mighty profitable?  might it be the man made solution to man made problems that result in giant profits for a few men? 

 

 

in these accelerated days, each of us will have to come to some conclusions and draw our lines in the sand, it appears.  that notion/theme has been in my spirit all day.  so has the yummy music of Tracy Chapman.  thought i would share.  

 

...take what you need and trash the rest.   many thanks to whoever put up the song and video.  i love this song as much now as i did back in the day... 

 

 

 ONE Love~ ONE People~ ONE Mind...release heaven to earth...ONE Voice, now!

line in sand time...i choose LOVE...

talked to a couple of close to my heart souls and took away this nugget,  after combining both wisdoms:

there is no such thing as gray/grey area.

things really are black and white.  right or wrong.  good or bad.  righteous or evil.  when folks introduce the gray...they are not your friend.  the grays bring corruption...one little "harmless" (inverted truth-reject it!) teaspoon at a time.  before you know it...you are possessed.  been there.  done that.  my blog is a written testament.  the good news is that it works the same way when one feeds themselves a steady diet of good.  boils down to what you desire, really.  that's the whole point of the Knowledge of good and evil exercise.  think about it.   

i am drawing my line in the sand.  i choose Love.  perfect love casteth out ALL fear.  1 John 4:18 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear:  because fear hath torment.  He that feareth is not made perfect in love.  

don't allow yourself to become a part of the splintering off, division, distrust, anger, hatred, fear...  even if it is masked behind race, religion, politics, economics or shared survival interests.  hating others is evidence of self as g-d.  i submit to you those self g-d folks are NOT ready for the full circle storm that's a brewing...only those with a strong foundation will be able to stand.  it does not matter who is doing the hating nor why they feel justified to hate...i have been royally checked in my spirit for my past transgressions.  now i pray without ceasing to be more mindful of my thoughts, words and deeds as i move through my journey.  my mother always told me to watch as well as pray.  line in sand drawing and choosing sides in the spiritual battle is more of her Wisdom...one can only be a part of the solution or a part of the problem. 

as i write, i am quickened in the spirit by the memory of Dorner, the former lapd detective recently passed.  rip.  your choices taught me clearly, that only Love conquers hate.  by His spirit victory is won.  this is the law and the prophets...as it is written so shall it be done, folks.  full stop.  period.  get in line with the law. 

1 John 4: 20-21 If a man say, I love Almighty, and hateth his brother, he is a liar:  for he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen, how can he love Almighty whom he hath not seen?  And this commandment have we from Him, that he who loveth Almighty love his brother also.

truth.is.simple...Love...1 Corinthians 13:13 And now abideth faith, hope, charity/love, these three; but the greatest of these is charity/love. 

ONE Love~ ONE People~ ONE Mind~release heaven to earth...Matthew 6:9-13..ONE voice, now!

  

    

yes, sir...i tend to agree

men occasionally stumble over the truth, but most of them pick themselves up and hurry off as if nothing ever happened.  -Winston Churchill

yes, sir...i tend to agree.  the only thing i would add by way of greater understanding.  man as used above means mankind moreso than gender. 

the enemy to our soul seeks to keep us divided and conquered on/along any line possible.  color, gender, religion, politics, economics, body type, etc.  none of that matters in all truth...we are one as it is written Galatians 3:28-29:  There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Yahushua Messiah.  And if ye be Messiah's, then are ye Abraham's seed, and heirs according to the promise.


one love~ one people~ one mind...release heaven to earth... matthew 6:9-13  in one voice, now!